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Married my unborn sons father

December 13. I married my unborn son's father. It was the most amazing day of my life yet. My family and my husband's family all came and showed us they were there to support us. Yes, I am only seventeen years old, but I know that my husband is my Mr. Right. I am...

December 11-14,2009.

I spent this past weekend at my soon to be in-laws. In which it was only 15 minutes away from my parents place made me un-easy, but I was able to survive.  We started off the weekend by arriving at my fiance's parents place on friday night.  We settled straight...

December 11-14,2009.

I spent this past weekend at my soon-to-be in-laws. In which it was only 15 minutes away from my parents' place made me un-easy, but I was able to survive. We started off the weekend by arriving at my fiancé's parents' place on Friday night. We settled straight...

Feeling alone!!

I'm really tired of feeling alone! All it does is stress me out and I'm tired of it. And most importantly, I'm really worried that if I keep on stressing that I will lose my baby because I'm only 4 months pregnant and I know someone that lost her baby when she was...

Hush, my Baby.

'Little One,' by Rebecca St. James Hush, my Baby. Be still inside me. Rest my Child. All is well. Hush, my Baby. Grow inside me. You are safe there, my little girl. I can't believe that I would ever think that you were not to be. But, darling, mommy feels like a...

Off Bed Rest(But On Caution)

So, my doctor decided to be nice to me since I was just sneaking out of bed. She decided it would do no harm to take the bed rest orders off. So I am off bed rest but on one condition. That I take it extremely easy. No stress, no stair climbing, no running, etc,...

frustrated

I guess that some things are just not meant to be... like me and pregnancy. Why won't things just work out the way that I want it to? I am so desperate right now. Desperate and miserable. God knows I want a baby so badly and it just doesn't want to happen, no...

dec.9th

Today was pretty much the same as always: watching baby shows and preparing for when my little one comes along. I am officially 35 weeks along today. How exciting, only a little bit more to go. I'm extremely excited yet scared at the same time. I don't know what to...

Bed rest.

So, I've been put on bed rest due to the fact I started to have pains yesterday. It's been the most unbearable 24 hours so far. I have been so bored. And when my fiancé isn't at work, he's waiting on me hand and foot. And he's made sure that the dog is right with...

my story .

I'm 17 years old... I was a virgin about two and a half months ago ... Me and ma boyfriend have been dating for about 7 years on and off ... So when we was off for about a month, he got another girl pregnant ... So the girl called ma phone and said, "I wanted to...

so confused

I'm a 17-year-old female in high school. I have a wonderful boyfriend the same age. The problem is that he already has a 2-year-old sweet daughter. and we had sex for the first time about two and half months ago... And recently, I found out that I was 11 weeks...

i know its too late:(

I want to share with you how abortion affected my life badly. It's been a month, to be exact, and I'm ready to talk about it. It was just last month, exactly this date of last month I knew I was 6 weeks pregnant and I'm only 17... Like all other girls on this...

Already Going Crazy

So I am pregnant. I'm in my 5th week and I'm already going crazy. I cry over the smallest thing... even dumb commercials! I'm overly moody and I'm always hungry! I've already gained like 5 pounds because I eat so often. On average, I eat as soon as I wake up and...

CONFUSED

I just found out I was pregnant two days ago. I'm going to be 19 this month. It came as shock to me as I thought I couldn't have children. I'm 6 weeks pregnant and I always thought I'd have an abortion. However, I feel that I can't and It wouldn't be right. I'm a...

Lost My Little Angel.

It's the worst feeling in the world. Knowing your baby isn't there, that you will never hold him or her. Knowing you might have been able to stop it. I Miss You so much, my little angel. I know it could be for the best. I wasn't ready for you, you weren't ready. I...

Ultrasound didn’t go well

So I went to get my ultrasound done this morning and the doctor said that the baby's heart was going too fast. So she checked me out fully and did a lot of uncomfortable stuff (I'd rather not mention) and started asking me questions. Like whether or not I was...

The Right Choice???

I dunno what to do. Whether or not I made the right choice. Whether or not my fiancé was really proposing to me because of me and not because of the baby... I know he wants us to be a family... But proposing to me just because I'm pregnant is all wrong. So, I...

Lost My Little Angle.

The worst happened. On Nov 23, I had a miscarriage.  I was so ready to be a mom, I wanted my baby so badly. I had names. girl and boy. Sanity Shawden or Cory Shawden I had a little yellow sleeper that said 'I love my daddy'... My boyfriend liked that, even though...

By the time she came…

October 17 was so unforgettable to me. I will never forget this day. Early that morning, I went walking outside our house because before that night, I went on bleeding. My mom was excited so she let me walk outside. I ate breakfast early and took my bath. By 10...

A little boys heart!!

This morning, I crawled into my son's bed, I had just gotten home from dropping my daughter off at school and had a few minutes to snuggle before I had to get him up and ready for his school day. I could tell he was awake, but he pretended to still be asleep just...

about my baby

So I'm 16 and pregnant. When I first found out that I was going to be a mother, I was scared to death. I didn't know what to think. But I went to the doctor's to figure out if the home test was right and it was. I then switched my doctor over to my OB-GYN. I told...