The worst happened. On Nov 23, I had a miscarriage. I was so ready to be a mom, I wanted my baby so badly. I had names.
girl and boy.
Sanity Shawden
or
Cory Shawden
I had a little yellow sleeper that said ‘I love my daddy’…
My boyfriend liked that, even though he was the one who wanted me to get an abortion.
He said if I wanted, we could try again.
I’m still thinking, I want to be a mommy so badly.
it was only 3 days after I told my mom. she was happy. She was going to help. She wanted to be a Grandma…
My little Angel is up in space, once again, a little soul, looking for body… For now, I’ll miss you, I still love you. No mater what. You will always be my first baby.
I love u sweetie <3. When you’re ready, come back to mommy…