I just found out I was pregnant two days ago. I’m going to be 19 this month.

It came as shock to me as I thought I couldn’t have children. I’m 6 weeks pregnant and I always thought I’d have an abortion. However, I feel that I can’t and It wouldn’t be right. I’m a very emotional person and I know I won’t forgive myself. The father of the baby is a guy that I’ve known for a year and a half. We’re not in a relationship. He wants me to have an abortion. He thinks we’re not ready and it’s not fair on him as he’s only 20 and he would hate me as I would have spoiled his life. He also says if I kept it, he would be there for his child, but we will never be, However, if I keep it, I want nothing to do with him and if I abort it, I still don’t want anything to do with him.

I want to keep it but he really wants me to have an abortion and he’s trying everything to convince me!