Today was pretty much the same as always: watching baby shows and preparing for when my little one comes along. I am officially 35 weeks along today. How exciting, only a little bit more to go.

I’m extremely excited yet scared at the same time. I don’t know what to expect. Will I be a good mom? Will she like me? Am I going to be ready for her? So many questions and thoughts running through my head. Things have been really rough for my mom lately and I feel bad that I can’t be more of a help. Money is so tight that sometimes we go for days without eating. I know God sometimes puts people through trials but I can’t help but wonder when will this trial be over.

Haven’t we suffered enough already?