MKH Post Editing
dont wana feel any thing
im 17 and just had a miscarriage. i never thought it would happen to me but it did my boyfriend has been supportive of me. but i dont know how to deal with any of this. so im kinda just shutting ever one out of my life. but thats just making it so much worse. i...
Am i pregnant at 15??
So me and my boyfriend have been having unprotected sex because i am on birth control but lately I have so many symptoms of being pregnant: nausea, heartburn, stomach pains, headaches, bloating, and spotting! It to early to tell and im really nervous because after...
My 2 month old baby died. How do I stand up again?
Normally, when a mother gave birth. Mom stays in the hospital for a day or two and brings home the healthy baby. That's what happened to me and my baby. Only, he is not really "healthy". This is Baby Tristan. His story began on June 16,...
To all the teen mom’s
I don't see how some people do it. I always thought if i got pregnant I'd be strong and be able to do It. Now that its happened I'm finding its not that easy. I wish i could go back in time to make this mistake go away. I do wish i would of listened to my parents...
I need someone..
My name is Jay, I'm 19 years old and I just found out last wednesday that I was pregnant. I'm about 2 weeks pregnant they said. The first thing I felt was a deep sinking feeling in my stomach, and even though I was surrounded by family when I found out, I was alone...
Holy Tears
What I’m feeling; is it real? Holy hands; touched my heart to heal In your presence is where I’m strong With daily battles to be fought Sword of faith; Victories are Won With Holy eyes; will you see me now? I'm captured; By His Holy arms Your spiritual embrace I...
Blind you have become
If only you can see through my eyesThen you'd realize the way I feel insideYou'd see through what appears to bePerfect character’s illusion,With hidden fantasies.Deep secrets, too far for hands to reachDevious eyes my spirit seesGuilty face and ghostly...
Weird Bleeding.
Ok, so i started haveing weird bleeding , i was haveing a lil cramp. then when i went to the washroom and wipped there was some blood on the tissue, but no blood clots. only like really light like watered down with some brownish (TMI). & no knee aches like when...
I think I’m pregnant?
I always feel tired. I've been sick (throwing up), I been getting yeasts infections alot, I eat more then I can handle, I don't like doing a lot anymore, I get headaches all the time now, all I want to do is lay down
Looking for some rocks
Julia here. It's been a while since I have had access to my laptop... alone. It's been a difficult few days here in... (in Julia's house) I won't get into the messy details because nobody likes those. Well... I will share a few otherwise, what's the point of...
what a day!!!
well today i hope is a better day so far i have been down and not myself and well with load's on my mind. A lot of thing's have just been buggin me about alot of my so called friend's u would thing they would b on my side but well some arent and well i know i...
Kelsi – Not Worth It
Ya i thought having sex with him was worth it. Like I thought we felt the same way about each other. But, I guess not. The few seconds of pleasure is not worth the forever pain, depression, feeling of loss, embarrasment, guilt, shame, regret that it brings. Not to...
Freaking out.
Oh my. Im 7 days delayed, I supposed to have my period last oct.15 but it didn't come. Last two weeks I'm really stressed out because of school. But now I'm freaking out because of this delayed menstruation. I dont want my parents to be hurt they're expecting a lot...
anyone out there?
im 16 years old and 5 months with a baby boy pregnant. I'm all alone and I really need someone to talk to, is there anyone out there who can relate to me? Im not with the baby's father, i need someone to talk to. -Ashley
Happy Birthday My Little Angel
October 17th 2009 was my baby's due date. It has been a year and the wounds seem to stay fresh. I think they will never fully heal. If I can do ANYTHING positive from this regretful decision is that my story can help someone else choose the right choice. When I...
Okay so I’m really freaking out
I had un- protected sex and it was my first time doing it, but i had just gotten off my period 2 days before it. I had sex oct. 8th and my period ended the 6th. He pulled out early, but an hour and a half later we did it again, and im really scared that i might...
The beauty of you
I often wonder what you wouldve looked like. The absence of your touch feels deadly yet humbling. The unknown beauty of you mesmorized me from the first time i (never) saw you. My nightmares are descriptive essays of the love you and i share, my dreams disturbed by...
Can’t Believe I’m Starting College Soon!
At one point I didn't think I was going to graduate high school but I did it. Now I’m getting ready for college. I finally decided on my major which unfortunately the school didnt have but the next closest thing is a certificate program in maternal and child...
do what is best
realty is hitting me..its not going to be all sunnshiny days and happyness..i wanna do so much stuff in my life that i cant do with my baby...and i relize that i cant give her all that i want to give here...i was looking at the adoptson bords at church and...
Not The Mothering Type
Hello Hello Hello standupgirl-ians. Julia here, taking the afternoon off from parenthood. My Ball of Energy is with her Nana for the day, which I suspect won't actually be the full day since my mother can't handle Miss Bouncy Pants for that long. (She's called five...