good day all
i was 17 when it all happened in 2002, i dated this what i though amazing guy. we dated for 7 months and in the 5th month i fell pregnant. we tried for 5 months and nothing happened. when i told him that i am pregnant he said it was not his and i should have an abortion. my dad and my then boyfriend forced me to have an abortion i actually did not know i had a choice to say no. today i know that i can say no. for years afterwards i blamed myself calling myself a killer and a murderer and today i am better.  i always think what the little one woul dhave looked like, i beleive in me heart it would have been a boy.