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First blog

Hey, so first blog... I think I will tell you about my day... Later, I will explain my story and it will all come together. But the last few days have been tough and I need to let it out. My boyfriend, he's amazing... We're amazing together. We just go together. We...

Oh dear god.. help me

On Sunday, October 18th, I went to see a movie with my gay best friend. We were going to see Paranormal Activity, though we didn't get to, so we went to Wal-Mart instead. I had been feeling pretty crappy over the last few months; nausea, headaches, sleepiness,...

Another Day,

Soo, another day of being a pregnant fifteen-year-old. Today in my first-period class ( in which no one knows of my secret), some popular boy in my class, stands up and asks me if I'm pregnant?! I reply, ahh. why would you say that? He replies back all short, Well,...

Pregnant at 16

When I first found out I was pregnant, I thought the world was ending and decided straight away to have an abortion. It was in January this year and I was 16 at the time and had been with my boyfriend for a year. Trouble was, I didn't love him like I used to as he...

Emotional Night

Well, tonight was a VERY emotional night. I honestly can't stop crying and it's killing me that my family refusing to talk to me. I'm keeping this baby, because the breath of a baby, is like the sun that kisses a bloom, it's essential, it's beautiful, it's AMAZING....

the worst day!

So yesterday was the worst day of my life! My "best friend"(not speaking to any of these people anymore) my cousin, my sister, and my baby's dad all betrayed me. My baby's dad was flirting with my cousin and my "best friend" before I found out I was pregnant. I am...

Stressed Much?

I'm going through the toughest time right now. It seems like I've FINALLY gotten over the morning sickness phase, but life isn't any easier. My boyfriend (& father of the baby) has been bugging me non-stop about making love. He doesn't seem to understand that I...

Can i enjoy life again

Dear Becky, This year for me was meant to be my personal and financial growth year. I lost my father three years ago on March 26. I made strict goals for this year. I met the love of my life in this year, and September 9th, I urinated on a stick and saw what was...

9 weeks

I was 9 weeks when I had gotten an abortion. I had gotten a abortion because my boyfriend wasn't ready to have a kid. But then after I had done it, I realized that I shouldn't of done it. I regret it every day of my life. I wish I didn't do it but I know that I...

HELP ME PLEASE!!!!

I'm 8 weeks prego today. Oct, Sunday 10th around midnight, my boyfriend and I had sex. I had to stop having sex with him cuz I started bleeding down there. It only lasted about a half an hour. And for the past few days, I've been hurting down there. I'm really...

Should I?

I looked up on google.com to find a website about teen pregnancy and came about standupgirl.com and thought I would blog this to see if anyone could help me. I'm a 16-year-old jr. in high school that has a lot of problems with my mom. And I was told by my school...

My Story

I'm 15 + I had an abortion last October and I regretted it so badly. I was pushed into it by my boyfriend. He said he would leave me and I'd be a single mum if I never got rid of it. It was hard as well because my mum was evicted from our house earlier on that year...

im so excited

I'm so happy. I'm 9 weeks pregnant. Can't wait to hold my baby in my arms. I haven't told my parents yet, I'm scared. But my boyfriend, he is very supportive. Currently studying at university, this is my last year so I'm planning to tell them after my exams. I know...

my misscarraige

ok where do i start? how do i put into words the feeling? how do i sum up the worst day of my life on a blog?im not sure is the answer i have........i was so happy and everything was going so well and then it all changed and what hurts is it wasnt a quick change it...

it hurts me too much to delete

well i feel its time to take off what i had written on the front page of my blog...its been hard but i know that my little angel would want me to try and move on...this is what i had written.............well i just found out 2 days ago that im PREGNANT!! and today...

We had sex and I got pregnant

My boyfriend of 1 year told me he loved me. I believed him. We had sex. I got pregnant. I was waiting in my house to tell him when I heard the doorbell ring. So in my haste to get to the door, I fall down the stairs. My father found me with blood all around my...

Hoping…

Right after I got my abortion, my mom forced me to get onto a stronger birth control... Ever since then, it's been working, unfortunately. Every day, I keep praying that it will fail and I will get pregnant again. My boyfriend keeps saying he's not ready, but I...