So yesterday was the worst day of my life!

My “best friend”(not speaking to any of these people anymore) my cousin, my sister, and my baby’s dad all betrayed me. My baby’s dad was flirting with my cousin and my “best friend” before I found out I was pregnant. I am now 5 months along and I am just finding out about this. It feels like everyone is in on everything and I have no information on my own life. My sister of all people should’ve told me something but she didn’t wanna ruin any of my happiness but it is my right to know my own business. I mean, everyone knew about this but me. I swear as I get bigger, the more people I’m losing. I never thought I would be pregnant, let alone doing it on my own. It sucks going to doctor’s appointments alone and having no one to share this happiness with. The only good thing about my life right now is the fact that I’m going to have a child to call my own to love and to cherish.

Just wish I didn’t feel so lonely all the time.