MKH Post  Editing

Back To School

Going back to school was much easier than I had originally expected it to be. I've been back for eight days now I think but it still pretty much sucks already. I hate getting up early every day, and I have tons of homework because of my lack of study halls and...

3rd round in my fight for life

I'm getting pissed off lately. It feels like I'm going in circles. Constantly working, not stopping for a single nap. I'm sleep-deprived, hungry, and just plain sore. Today is my well-deserved day off so it's gonna be used for sleep. Last night was perfect for me:...

confused and angry

I am 30-something, have an advanced degree, a great guy (not married but together for a long time), and recently got a new job which will start in 2 weeks. 4 days ago, I found out I was pregnant, which is something I have actually wanted for a long time, but not...

My Sacrifice

I don't want to sound hypocritical or judgmental, but I really have to get this out. I really don't see how or why girls that are as young as fourteen desire to have a baby. To be closer to their boyfriends? So that someone will love them unconditionally? I dont...

The scum bag!

Hey, as you see, me and my baby's father aren't together anymore. Well, as I told you in my last entry, which was quite some time ago that my ex-boyfriend was cheating on me with this girl. Well, he's got her pregnant, but what makes it worse is the fact I was...

2nd child at age 17…

About a month after my 15th birthday, I found out I was pregnant. I had been with my 17-year-old boyfriend for about 7 months. I already knew I was pregnant before I took the test becuz he had told me that he wanted a baby. Me being young and dumb, I did it to make...

…Nooo Not Again!

Well, where do I start?  Maybe I'll start by saying how badly I can't wait to become a mother. Maybe I should start off by saying that maybe pregnancy isn't meant for everyone. Or maybe I should start with saying that I'm less of a woman now,... and just as I'm...

sick and tired………

I don't know what to title this yet. I guess I will do that at the end, being I have no clue as to what I am even going to write about. It's certainly not that I don't have anything to say. Rather, probably too much to say and I don't even know where to begin. I am...

Back to school

I went back to school yesterday. First days are never fun, but definitely not when you're 5 months pregnant. The whispers, the stares constantly. I also had to stay back a year so I don't have many friends in my year now, which makes me feel so isolated. Especially...

my life

Well first off, I live in Hawaii right now and have been for about a year now, although I wasn't born here. I was born and raised in San Diego, California. When I was little, I was typically known as the red head. I grew up in a small town within San Diego called...

My Story, well sorta…..

This is my first time writing here, and not too sure what I am trying to accomplish by doing so. Maybe just to be perfectly honest about everything, my thoughts, feelings, emotions, without everyone else (my family and boyfriend) judging or criticizing me. I am so...

Only a few more weeks!!

I am at week 35. I am starting to get scared. All of these thoughts are going through my head. How am I going to be able to handle the labor? What will I have to deal with when we come home from the hospital? Will I be able to handle the stress of a child and...

Happy Birthday to My Baby Girl

Hey Everyone, now been 117 days since she passed. I can still hear her IV drip and the machines hooked up to her beep. I tune out the bustling of the doctors and nurses. I peer into the "Iron" crib down at my chalk white, clammy, and barely holding onto...

I Need Advice Please =)

I'm confused and I need help. I'm 1 week & 3 days late for my period. I've took two pregnancy tests and they both came back negative, but my stomach is so hard and I've definitely had symptoms of pregnancy. Can I still be pregnant?

Kindergarten…..

So today, I registered my daughter for Kindergarten... She is excited and can't wait for the first day of school and I am freaking out... It seems like yesterday that I brought her home from the hospital... I can't imagine not having her. Her dad wanted me to get...

First Ultrasound

Hey I'm 3 months pregnant and I was having a hard time deciding if I should have my baby or if I should get an abortion. But now I'm 100% sure that I want to have my baby.... Anyways, like 2 weeks ago, I went to my first doctor's appointment and I finally got to...

My Story

Well, I fell pregnant at the age of 15... Kept this a secret from my family for at least three and a half months. I eventually plucked up the courage to tell my mum and dad. My dad more or less disowned me and my mum helped me in small parts but kept trying to...

Messed wit tha wrong person

I am 15 and in June, I had sex with this boy.  Now I feel soooo stupid because the boy I messed with wasn't my boyfriend or nothing, and he was a senior and I was a freshman. Not that bad, but I feel so nasty because we had sex at school in the boy's locker room....

Have my goals changed?

He started using drugs heavily, and since I didn't like doing drugs, let alone drinking, I broke it off. About a month after we broke up, I sat staring in my friend's bathroom, looking at a pink plus sign. It was faint, so I went to the expert on pregnancy, my...

I Wanted to Scream STOP

Dear Becky -- We were scared and I don't think we really thought about it. So I made the appointment, and on the day of the appointment, I just rode in the car and looked at my boyfriend, just wanting my boyfriend to tell me, we should rethink this, a baby is a...

My precious little angel is gone

Dear Becky -- I was seven weeks pregnant. I didn't know what to do. I considered abortion for about five seconds. I felt I had to protect our baby already! I went to tell my boyfriend.  They had been cooking Garlic something for a family dinner. The minute the...

Making a New Plan

Your life has taken an unexpected turn and it is time to make a new plan! There are probably lots of things on your mind and perhaps it is hard to think clearly because you are afraid and feeling vulnerable. You are a mother and have a little one to take care of...