yea mym ex tried too get me to have sex with him a couple of times when he was drunk by forcing himself on me, lucky im quite fiesty coz i screamed and kicked him and stuff till he stopped, weird but i never actually thought of it as him trying to rape me till i broke up with him, i didnt think of it that way because he was my bf.
and hey if you are afraid to break up with him, then u really need to break up. it may be a hard thing to do but think of you and your baby in the long run.