Hey baby,
Hi, I just wanted to write something to you. So here it goes. I really don’t know what to write, but by the time I finish this letter, it’ll probably be a pretty long letter. So I’m going to say that I’m sooo happy that you’re my baby girl or baby boy. I still don’t know how I’m going to raise you or how life’s going to turn out for the BOTH of us. But what I do know is that I love you with all my heart and that I never know how powerful love really is until you love someone that you can’t stop loving no matter what.
I don’t even know your gender, but I could feel you inside me growing and growing. Or maybe I think I’m feeling you but I’m almost positive that it’s you growing. I can’t wait to see your little angel face, touch your little toes, and play with you one little piggie. I also can’t wait to sing to you and to hold you. Also, I hope that since I’m only 14, you’ll learn from my big mistake because I’m soo young and I wanted to do soo many things, but now I have something else to worry about. I have to worry bout you. And worrying bout you is more important to me than worrying bout school. I know I have to try my hardest in school. While most girls my age go to parties and hang out after school at Starbucks or Jamba Juice or Barnes and Noble’s, I have to go home and feed you, give you a bath, and change your clothes, and make you happy. I think that’s going to be the hardest thing for you because I want to give you soo much and I know I can’t give you half of what I want. I want you to know your real dad and I know I can’t do that. I want you to have a home to call your own and not have to be with grandma and grandpa and aunt and uncle 24/7. I want a place of our own and I can’t give that to you. I want to be with you when you’re little 24/7 and I can’t do that either I have to be at school. I want to be there with you when you give your first steps and I don’t know if I am going to be there because I have to be at school. I want me to take care of you, not grandma. Grandma already had to take care of me and she already had her time to take care of her children. And you’re her granddaughter or grandson. You’re my son or daughter and I want to take care of you. I want sooo many things for you and I can’t. But I do promise you this. I’ll try.
With love,
Your Mommy
Well, where do I start? I’m 14 years old, not even in high school yet and I’m going to be a mommy.
I once heard a saying that goes: it’s easy to be parents, but hard to be a mommy and daddy. Well in this case, there will be no daddy in the picture. I thought I was a smart girl and I thought like most girls. IT wouldn’t happen to me. Well, it ended up happening. I’m having a baby. I’m a month and a couple weeks going to two months now. I’m not showing all that much and I still haven’t told my parents. I told my baby daddy and he told me to either get an abortion or to have nothing to do with him. I chose my baby over him. I can’t stand the thought of killing my own baby and knowing that the baby was going to live. A couple of my friends told me to get an abortion too, but I told them to support me or to just get lost cuz I’m not letting my baby go.
For me, it’s going to be hard to change, but I have to do it for my baby.
I remember the day I found out that my Christmas present from my boyfriend…was a miniature him growing in my stomach.
With no money and his family’s lack of support, it all seems to get worse instead of better. I mean, don’t get me wrong. I’m happy that I have a healthy baby boy growing inside of me, but I can’t help but feel that we should have waited. I work only one hour a week now and he has no stable job….
So not fun…….
Okay. Well, I’m new at this site, though I’ve read a lot of everyone’s blogs, some have actually made me cry D: Mm, Anyways… I have a quick question…
My boyfriend/fiancé has left for the Marines on the 21st of June and yes, of course, I am stressed out and whatnot. Though, I don’t think that’s what’s causing my periods to go all wack. My last period was actually a light spotting that went into well, a lighter period than what I would usually have. My periods are usually downright heavy and painful right when they start. That period was light for a few good days, then it started getting heavier but not as heavy…(My periods last 4 days, maybe sometimes 5) Anywho, I had cramping, but not as bad as I usually would… Oh, I guess I should tell you that my menstrual cycle is around 30-33 days.
Okay, now I should be getting my period soon (scheduled for before the date of June 24th or maybe a day later). Though around that time, I should have gotten my period, I had supppppper tender nipples o.o Hah, they swelled and are still swollen a bit, but aren’t really sore anymore. I’m about 9 days late from my period. I also felt that irritable feeling. Like, I got annoyed at stupid stuff I normally wouldn’t of… The only catch is, my boyfriend and I had last done it on the 19th of June, the two days before he left for boot camp. We always have done it unprotected. I have heard stories of woman being prego and still having their periods… I’m not exactly saying I’m pregnant. I just think it’s very strange and abnormal for me. I was just curious about what anyone would have to say to this or if they have any info about this, it would be great (:
Thank you so much for your time! (:
I recently just found out that I’m prego. Lately, I haven’t been feeling well and dealing with my boyfriend seems to be a never-ending war.
I talked to him about it and he was really supportive and wants to keep the baby just like I do.
But there is one thing I haven’t told my family yet. I’m just scared I don’t know how to really. They are going to be so disappointed in me and probably say anything to me at the time because of their hurt… I just found out yesterday that I am… and already my boyfriend wants to tell the family… I’m not ready to tell them yet. I mean, I love his attitude to want to say something, but we don’t even have a plan right now, as to how we are going to take care of this child. And stay together considering that he is about to go off to college for his 1st year. He is going to a place that is only two hours away, but at the same time, he might be living at home and just driving to school every day or he could be staying on campus….. But anyways, I’m just confused on whether or not I should tell my family right now or wait… Because when I go to them, I want to have a PLAN A, B, & C… So that when they ask us what are we going to do, we won’t just be standing there looking dumb with nothing in mind…
This is sooo much on me… I never thought that this would be, but it is. Soooo, I gotta deal with it and keep my head up…
I remember it so clearly like as if it were just yesterday, inside my bedroom, laying on my bed watching “The Stepfather” together.
You, of course, were lying on your fav spot, near the wall. While me,
in your arms, cuddling and enjoying the moment. So happy we were.
I truly miss those days….now.
We pass by each other like we’ve never met. Like we had no clue. But how can you? Since I’m pregnant with your child. Walking by me and acting like we didn’t happen.
it hurts so much, to see you with another. And I can’t be.
because I’m pregnant. Who would want to date a girl who is pregnant with someone else’s
child? And after birth, who would want to be with a girl with someone else’s child?
No guy. This isn’t the Secret Life of the American Teenager… There is no guy like Ben out there.
But one day, you’ll miss me. and when you see your baby for the first time, you’ll do whatever it takes to get back into my life.
One day, and on that one day; I’ll move on.
