I’m almost 18 and I just had an abortion on the 20th of Feb, not by choice. It was my boyfriend who said to do it because we couldn’t do it.
He’s the only guy I’ve ever had sex with so I didn’t know what to do… Well, I made the biggest mistake of my life; I had an abortion at 7 weeks and 4 days. And I can tell you, anyone wanting to get an abortion to really think about this and not be pressured. No one in my family knows so I’m pretty much on my own through everything, I cried myself to sleep last night feeling like a murderer. A murderer of an innocent baby… MY BABY….
IDK how girls do this, mentally idk how i can get through this i cant really depend on my boyfriend becasue all hes worried about is the sex because i told him no more since mentally i cant do this again and i WONT do it again.. i feel all alone.. im feeling every emotion except the happy ones. i dont feel relieved, or glad, or free, i feel i failed as a person. i feel i took an innocent life who didnt ask to be brought into the world… i feel miserable. i keep replaying the day in my head over and over.. i got the ultra sound and saw my baby and i cried. then went to the operation room.. ive never prayed so hard in all my life. i changed into the gown prayed one last time ,said goodbye to my baby and the procedure begain…. i cant believe myself for what ive done.. i will never be the same again. and going through this alone is nearly killing me.. no girl should have to endure such pain and the guys just dont understand the bond of a mother and her baby, he called it an “it” i never did. it was my baby, a part of me, i carried it for 7wks and 4days and the thought of it growing and never knowing that the 20th of feb would be the day i gave my baby wings just breaks my heart into.. mentally idk how i can take much more…
anyone who has been in my shoes please tell me how your dealing with this please..
I need some advice if anyone would like to help.
I think I might be pregnant, but I’m 16 and I want stay in school. If anyone knows of any schools that provide child care in any way so I can stay in school but yet take care of him or her. Please let me know because I know if I drop out, my future’s messed up and if it’s in Sarnia, Ontario, that would be even better.
Thanks 🙂
Hi, I am 20 years old and have a 19-month-old child. I have just found out that I am pregnant again and I really do not know what to do with it. The baby father of both the children does not want it. He is totally against it. He says we do not need another baby. He has got one and that’s all he needs.
Please, could anybody advise me as to what I should do as I do not want to be forced into anything? Would someone please give me info as well as what would happen if I were to have an abortion?
Thank You xxx
So I wonder now what to do. How to move on, how to live my life with such a sin.
I ask God for forgiveness yet I wonder if I really am forgiven. School is so hard. I constantly find myself looking at him. I just wanna scream at him and make him hurt like he has done to me. Yet, he knows nothing. He wonders why I’m so mad. This is possibly the hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life. I often cry and I think I honestly would have killed myself without my boyfriend’s support and love. I start seeing a counselor next week. I think. I don’t know when, but soon, I hope. I know I did the right thing, but I also know I won’t ever get to hold my little baby. I keep thinking of the way I felt in the recovery room, so empty. I wondered, is it over? Why do I feel so sick? As I asked for a spew bag, she passed me a small tablet to place under my tongue, which made it so much worse. I sat in a little ball and cried my heart out. I placed my hands on my tummy and prayed to the Lord above.
Forgive me, Lord. I have sinned.
Hi… I’m 23. I have just found out that I’m 7 weeks pregnant…
Although my initial reaction was to have an abortion…as I’m not with the father and I never considered even having children… I have always done a lot of traveling and wanted to go and travel some more so it just didn’t seem the right time to have a child in my life… But after having a consultation for an abortion and talking about it, it made the whole process seem real and I’ve decided to go ahead with this baby..
Although the father is really supportive, I mean we have been seeing each other since September on and off. We got on, but there just wasn’t that complete spark there…
So it just hasn’t worked out… He wants to be completely involved with the baby…
I think he forgets that I’m the person carrying this child. He’s talking about him, his family, and the baby, kind of talking down to me… Well, you won’t be able to be on your own with the baby at first… Just makes me believe maybe I can’t do this… My family is completely supportive…and would back me whatever…
I’m just a bit lost at the moment with what to do (again)…
x
Why did you hurt me?
You were like my brother, I’ve known you since I was 5. Why couldn’t you just go away? You knew it was wrong. Why did u rape me for 3 years? I WANT TO KNOW. I was 9 when you started, you were 24. What was wrong with you? You lived/worked with my dad, you were like his son, and now look what u did. What is your reason? I was a kid, you were a man.
When I was 11, I had a bf. I love him and still do. I still see him. I know you hate him. Why do u hate him? Because you thought I was sleeping with him, but he’s not like you. He would never force himself on me. A, I told u stuff I’ve never told anyone and then you turned around and raped me. You used what I told you to hurt me in so many ways. Then you beat the crap out of me when I told you I think I’m pregnant. 2 hours you beat me and told me to say I fell down the stairs outside.
Well, look now. You’re in prison for 4 to 8 years. And I have a wonderful baby boy who I love to death. If you think you will get to see him, you’re wrong. You will never see him. You do drugs and you drink 24/7. You will have to kill me in order to see MY son.
I hope you are happy where you are.
