I had my abortion on December 1st. I joined the site and was actively a part of it for a few weeks, but then I believed I was beginning to heal, so I stopped coming back.
Literally only a few days after my abortion, my sister-in-law told us she was pregnant. I talked with a few people about it, including my sister and friends, and we talked about the possibility of reincarnation. Maybe after my baby left me, it found her. If I had stayed pregnant, I would have been having the baby in July, this month. My sister was supposed to be having her baby in September, but he made an early arrival on July 10th at 2:35 in the afternoon. I cannot help, but think that maybe I and this baby will have a special relationship. I don’t know, thinking like that kinda scares me a bit.
I have been thinking about my baby all month. I can’t believe how quickly July came. I thought the pain would go away, but I cannot forget about the life that I took away, and I hope I never will. In April I got a tattoo that says, “I’ll love you forever, I’ll like you for always.” I got the tattoo for many reasons, including my baby who I will never forget about.
Hoping for the best for all the girls. <3
So although my story isn’t complete and things can seem somewhat hazy, life is as always stressful.
After what happened with me, my life has gone downhill. Before I knew exactly who I was and where I wanted to be, I had a path to follow and the steps and goals were thought out and precise. Now everything is unfamiliar and I’m having great difficulty figuring out what I want from ‘my life’. I’m sure everyone has had that moment when things have gone off track and a couple of hours analyzing and having a conversation with yourself helps and puts everything back into perspective. Not me, my life was completely thrown, shaken, turned upside down, and then handed back to me, all in the space of the thirty seconds it took to take the pill. It is strange how one decision can completely change the route your life will take. The problem is I don’t know what the new route is.
Everyone says stuff happens for a reason but the reason hasn’t yet become apparent. Can anyone relate?
Hi, I’m 15 years old. Yesterday, if some of ya’ll saw my blog, you would know the problem that is going on with me right now. I have been in a really deep depression since yesterday and my teacher gave me some good advice and told me if you keep up with like cleaning or something, you won’t be as depressed as much. She said if you clean the bathroom or something, it will help you out a lot, and if you are like me and are in somewhat the same position as me, then this really does work. If you are not talking to your parents, then do what I did. Walk straight into your house, don’t say a word, and just start cleaning something. Clean the bathroom, do the dishes, take care of the pets, do the laundry, and take a shower. It really does make you feel a little bit better. And if you keep doing it, then hopefully at some time, you will fall out of your depression. I know it’s working well for me. I haven’t fallen out of it yet, but I know I will soon, but trust it will work and will make you feel better. If you have any advice to give me or want to talk to me, I would deeply appreciate it.
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standupgirl: sammy1214, thank you and I hope to hear from you soon. BYE-BYE for now.
I’m 15 and this is my blog called “Parents Just Don’t Understand Nowadays”.
They think it’s better if they take your child and raise him. Well, I learned it’s not! At all! they convinced me it will all be the same, nothing will change. Well if they say that, don’t believe them! They are lying straight to your face! I was basically forced to sign over custody thinking, “Oh well I’m still going to take care of him. I’m going to feed him and love him and bath him and change him and burp him and play with him!” hahahaha. I was lied to! I haven’t done anything with him! My parents won’t let me even touch him! It’s like they are making him a punishment to me! I’m not allowed to see or play with him or anything! But we live in the same house so I’m told I’m being stupid by saying that we live together so they are not taking him away from me. Well, it’s true that they are wrong! I don’t have one reason why I shouldn’t fight for him! Now I know I’m 15, but I’m still his mother and when you have your son taken away from you, that’s when it’s time to fight back.
Please message me back on here if you have any comments!
I guess I feel a little better now. Everyone is right. If you make a blog and stick with it, you’ll feel a little bit better. For now, goodbye unless you message me. BYE-BYE.:)
Everyone was saying that being a mom at 16 would be hard. What I have learned is that people build stuff up to the point where it seems like you won’t be able to handle what is going to come. For me, I have found that things are not as hard as everyone said they would be. There are times were it has been hard, but there have been times where it has been very easy. Things are not what I thought, but they are not as hard as people were saying.
My whole life, all I’ve wanted was to be a mom. Now I’m married and it’s only been 1 month and all I can think about is wanting that child. I feel selfish because if we were to get pregnant right now, I know that we would have a hard time providing the support and life that a child should have. Why am I so obsessed with this!? I would do anything to be able to turn off my brain and just be a happy newlywed that is happy with where her life is right now 🙁