My whole life all i’ve wanted was to be a mom, now i’m married and its only been 1 month and all i can think about is wanting that child. I feel selfish because if we were to get pregnant right now i know that we would have a hard time providing the support and life that a child should have. Why am i so obsessed with this! i would do anything to be able to turn off my brain and just be a happy newly wed that is happy with where her life is right now 🙁