Hey. Well, a little bit about me. I’m almost 20. My birthday is July 5th. I have 4 children and am pregnant again!!
I have been married for 3 years to my amazing husband, who is the father of 3 of my kids and has adopted my oldest son, who is the result of a rape. I was raped once before, at 15, and I also got pregnant. But at 15, I couldn’t have a baby, didn’t want one, and had an abortion. At 16, when I got raped and pregnant again, my brother asked me to please have the baby, and give it to him and his husband to raise. I fell in love with my son and kept him. I met my husband, who is a police detective when I turned in the man who had raped me. We were married less than a year later and I had our twins less than a year after that.
Our children are Kayden, 4, Katricia and Logan, 3, and Dylan, 7 months. I’m about 2 months pregnant.
Hello everyone.
This morning, I found out that all of my coworkers not only learned that I am pregnant, but that I am getting an abortion as well.
I’ve been pregnant for about 2.5 months now, with no options but to wait. You see, I live and work currently in the middle of nowhere, Oklahoma. The nearest town with any kind of help is Oklahoma City, but with no car, and not enough time to get there to take care of this, I had to wait for the opportunity to return home to Michigan and take care of it here.
Since February, I’ve kept this quiet, until recently when I had to explain my situation to my boss. I had only told one other person, who had not told anyone else. We’re close and respect each other far too much to spread each others’ personal lives around.
But the boss told his other half, who swore to me not a world would be spoken.
And yet, the entire crew now knows of my situation.
I’ve never felt so betrayed in my life.
Something so serious, so PERSONAL… And it’s all over the workplace now.
My friend is telling me to just keep my chin up and don’t worry about what people think or say, but when you assume you have friends and find out they just talk about you when you’re not around… It’s hard to push aside.
I want to get pregnant again, more than anything in this world. I don’t know if I should do it or not…Help?
In my heart, I know it’s going to be alright if I get pregnant again… But I cant decide…
Yesterday at 9:36, my 2nd brother was born!
He is the 10th in my family. He is 10 lbs and 9 oz. What a chunk! He is such a blessing.
Love you, Isaac!
Your Sister
About 3 months ago now, I hadn’t had a period for 2 months.
Me & my boyfriend really believed I was pregnant as I had symptoms because we had talked about what we were going to do. I had drilled it into my head that there was no doubt that I was 100% pregnant. We did a pregnancy test before I came on my period and it said: “negative”. I was absolutely devastated. I had believed so much that I was pregnant then when it said I wasn’t I was heartbroken. It’s been about a month now since this happened and I am still not over it. I didn’t mention it to my boyfriend because obviously, he’s copped with it just fine but I haven’t. I have recently been put on antidepressants for other reasons and I was thinking to wonder if that’s why I wasn’t pregnant? I’m not 100% sure and would love to hear if anybody does know about these things. Also with what’s happened, I’ve found myself more depressed than I was before. I’ve been really paranoid saying that “I’m never going to be able to have children” as similar situations have happened before.
I’m really confused and would appreciate any advise.
Thank you
xx
I’m in my second trimester, exactly 20 weeks along.
Tomorrow is my check-up with my new OB and I’m so excited. Because for the past few days, my baby has been really moving inside my womb and I can’t help it. I’m so happy. No one can make me feel this happiness. You’re just sitting, watching TV, listening to music, eating, chatting with someone, and I can really feel my baby is moving and for a while, I need to stop whatever I’m doing and talk to my baby. 🙂
I’m also hoping that tomorrow, we will know the gender of my baby. (cross fingers) because my baby is 20 weeks already. 🙂
My boyfriend and I were so much excited for tomorrow! 🙂
Good luck to me!
