I could be pregnant and I haven’t even been trying.

Right, I’ll just cut to the chase. I could be pregnant. I and my boyfriend don’t want to do the test because of past experiences of being upset about the outcome, but I don’t know what I can do right. He said he would stand by me and still love me, but then on the phone, he said that he didn’t know what do to. He said no matter what, I’m not aborting it, yet he said he doesn’t know where we will live, if we are ready, and school. I feel like if I am and we stay together and keep it, I feel like I’ll be destroying his life like I might be with mine. If I am, then I really don’t know how I will tell my grandparents and his mum.

Any help or advice will be greatly appreciated.