hi gabby, i was touch by your story, i had abortion on 30/6/2007 i was 6wks pregnant and 21 year old and my mother made me get one 2, she threat take away my four year old daughter katie who was 2 at the time and it was worst mistake of my life i still fink my wee angel, and now i found im pregnant again due in dec 09 and my mum tried to get me have ano abortion told me she gave me money do go over england again, but i refused and she would talk to me luck for me she lives in spain now but i would never put myself through that never again and found out im expecting a boy , i know you feel guilty but not you fault and enjoy this pregnancy hun and good luck with your baby girl your make a good mum 🙂