Kellyafields3

hey, girl, i totally understand how u feel because thats what I’m going through right now. My boyfriend and I are complete opposites. He’s really strong to the point where he’s cold. When I had my miscarriages, I felt indifferent about them didnt, I didnt show too much emotion. Then I found myself not being able to sleep at night. I would stay up for hours and dwell on all the mistakes I made and everything that had went wrong in the past. On top of that my boyfriend and I used to have major arguments. we lived with his mother so she saw and heard everything which was quite embarassing. Then I would cry about anything at the drop of a dime. What really hurt is that my boyfriend didnt seem concerned about any of it. I just feel so unhappy. I’m so unhappy that I don’t know what would make me happy. I spoke to a psychologist, who I see once a week. It really helps. It’s nice just to talk to someone who doesn’t know you and won’t judge. I’m still struggling everyday and it’s really difficult. The part is the night when I can’t sleep and my bf is getting on my nerves. The psychologist told me the best thing to do was make a change do something that you always wanted to do but never got the chance and stop feeling sorry for yourself. hope my advice helps. I know its hard for me and I can only imagine how hard it is with a newborn baby. p.s your daughter is beautiful!

well in new york, if your’re young and pregnant they sign you up for insurance. when i went to the hospital to confirm my pregnancy the nurse helped me set up my insurance plan. everythin is completely free for me and the baby . its great cuz you dont have to worry about co-pays and the cost of medication.