So after having the abortion and then getting the Implanon put in (5 weeks ago).
My pregnancy symptoms are coming more often and at a more serious degree. Every couple of days, it gets worse. I have heard from some friends that it could just be a reaction to the Implanon, but because there is a slight change of pregnancy, I’m still being careful, because if I am, I have decided to keep it. I can’t put myself through abortion again because that’s what everyone wants me to do. It’s my body, it’s my choice!
I’m going to the doctor’s when I get back from my holiday next week Thursday. I’ll update you all on how I go!!
It has been a difficult road through this pregnancy… Easy at times, but not all the time…
My boyfriend still has not even tried to come to me and say that he wants to be a part of our Life…
He has gotten freedom and everything out of us getting pregnant… I have matured extremely, changed just about my whole life, and lost my love life…
He has a new girl and is doing, God knows what, all the time…
I do not hate him at all…I hate his actions and how he is being…
He had the balls to crawl in bed with me…but lost them, I guess, since he doesn’t have them to take care of his baby girl.
I love her to death already and she is not even here yet
I just sometimes wish that I knew why she was given to me… I’m just a teen…
I do not know all the knowledge I need to give her…
I had a miscarriage 2 years ago… & it’s been the hardest thing I ever had to deal with…
I’m still TRYING to get over it now…I’ve been doing well for a while until my foster sister had a baby… Every single time I see that little girl, I get so upset. But at the same time, I’m always holding her and changing her… I even felt a little weird for wishing she was mine. This is bringing up old pain…
Idk what to do.
I don’t know if I should be writing this on the blog, but this site is about pregnancy and terminations as I like to call it.
I have to let it off my chest otherwise I’m gonna rip! For all you young teens out there who have had terminations, I know exactly what you are going through. While not many people around don’t really have a clue. I have had 2. My first one was at the age of 14 and the 2nd was at 16, only last year in March. Last year was the one that scarred me the most as I was in love with my boyfriend at the time and was 12 weeks along. I was 8 weeks gone when I had my first one. I really hate myself for it and don’t know how to live with it.
I would really like to hear other girls’ stories and try and support them as well as myself.
So, I just joined this website today looking for some nice people to chat and relate to. I’ve been on this site before looking at all the different stories and comments and it seems like everyone is so nice and supportive. So I decided to become a member today, so hello everyone!
My situation:
Actually, there are 2.
The first one is, that I am dating this amazing guy. He would do everything and anything for me, he’s funny and smart, and he is truly amazing. We have almost been dating for a year now. Then there is my ex, the first serious boyfriend I ever had. We dated for about 3 years and he is the one I lost my virginity to. After we broke up, we were both really hurt and upset which led to not talking for bout half a year. We started talking again about 3 or 4 months ago, and every time we hang out, I feel that special connection that only me and him will ever share. Every time we are together, it is like we never stopped dating. I don’t know what to do, I feel that my heart lies with both guys. I’m really confused and any advice would be greatly appreciated.
Number 2 – I’m supposed to be on my period and it is MIA. I’m kind of freaking out.. 🙁
Wow! Seems like I’ve been gone forever.
Life has been so hectic…My boyfriend and I are doing very well. Well, we were until he found out that I was considering going to the army. He’s very upset and doesn’t want me to go. I’m confused. I love him, but I also need to think of my future… The whole situation just sucks. He asked me to marry him and stay, but to be completely honest, I’m terrified of that. Yes, I love him and would love to spend the rest of my life with him. But I’m afraid that I’ll find a way to mess things up, especially since I’m not quite ready for marriage yet… He even tried to get me pregnant so that I couldn’t go to the army… That really almost broke us up. He knew how hard it was for me to get over the miscarriage of my and my ex-boyfriend’s baby. But he sincerely apologized and worked to gain my trust back.
I just don’t know what to do…
