it has been a difficult road through this pregancy..easy at times but not all the time…
Josh still has not even tried to come to me and say that he wants to be a part of mine and Malorie’s Life…
He has gotten freedom and everythingout of us getting pregnant…i have matured extremely, changed just about my whole life and lost my love life…
He has a new girl and is doing God knowss what all the time..
i do not hate him at all…i hate his actions and how he is being..
he had the balls to crawl in bed with me…but lost them i guess since he doesnt have them to take care of his babygirl
i love her to death already and she is not even here yet
i just sometimes wish that i knew why she was given to me..im just a teen…i do not know all the knowledge i need to give her…