I don’t know how I can tell my parents, it was really an accident.
Me and my boyfriend were like drunk that night when I slept over at his house and he stole his dad’s whisky and we were just so addicted to it. And we had sex and I didn’t believe that I could be pregnant. I kept having pains in my stomach. One day when I went to my dad’s sister’s house, she pulled me aside and told me 100 to 1, I was pregnant. I didn’t believe her, but I went with my boyfriend to go for an ultra scan. He paid for it. I was 7 weeks pregnant!
I’m thinking about abortion but I love him so much, i just can’t think about it, and on the other side, my parents… …
It’s me again and my baby is now 1 month old. Yah, have forgot about my ex-boyfriend.
My Story….
My nickname is Red, I’m 15 years old, soon to be 16 in February. I may be 4 weeks pregnant by my boyfriend Gucci (not his name but a nickname), who is 19. I have only been dating him for 4 months and I know it is not a long time, especially compared to this boy I have known for Two years and am deeply in love with, (we’ll call him
Boosie). Gucci is very supportive and I know he will make a great father but on the other hand, I wonder do I really want to have his baby? Abortion is not an option for me.
Boosie really don’t want me having the baby and has told me before he doesn’t and that we wouldn’t talk like we talk but I don’t want to lose him. I do however understand that if he loves me, then he would find a way to love me through whatever. Even though he would be hurt, we could get through it. if he did end up leaving me or gradually letting me go, I would be hurt in the beginning but I have something much more to think about. Because Gucci is 19 and I’m 15, legally, that is statutory rape, so he could face jail as well as other offences. So until I am 16, I think it is best for him not to be involved. I’ll be 16 in February and the baby {hopefully} would be due in June, so he would be involved before and during the birth of the baby. So no matter what road me and Boosie travel, I know I’ll always have Gucci {I pray I do}. There is another involved but he is an ex who just recently came back into the picture. More to be announced on him later. To sum it up, I love Boosie with all my heart but sometimes, sacrifices have to be made as consequences to the decisions we make…
More to come..
love Red {Babydaddymariolovesshaad16}
I’m 19 with a baby. I feel depressed, confused, lost. I feel there’s nobody that cares about me. What is Love? Why is it that if they love me, they hurt and lie to me?
I can’t breathe!
Today is the day I was supposed to give birth to my child…
I’ve had dreams every night this week about what it would have been like to actually have had my baby…..I had my abortion in Feburary, it was worst day and decision I have ever made in my life. The day I was going to the clinic, my mom drove with me and my boyfriend. When I got there, they had to take an ultrasound, and have me fill out lots of paperwork. Once that was done, they gave me a bunch of pills to take and told me to go get a good lunch. My mom took us to a restaurant down the street and I could barely eat anything without feeling sick. Once we got back to the waiting room, I was shaking so bad. They called my name and I wanted my mom to go into the room with me, there was no way I could do it by myself. Once I was on the table, my mom was sitting next to me, holding my hand, trying to keep me calm. I was so scared that I literally felt numb. They had given me so many pills to take, and I was inhaling some gas I couldn’t feel much. Physically, mentally, I was hurting more than I ever have in my life. The only thing I remember is I was trying to open my eyes, but I was crying too hard to see anything through my tears. Once it was all over, they sent me to the recovery room. My mom was with me for a little bit, but I wanted to see my boyfriend. They let him come in for a little bit, the second I saw him, and he saw me lying there in pain, he began to cry too……
Every day since then, I haven’t been able to cope with it, and I still I’m not able to. All I want is to have my baby back. All I can think about is getting pregnant again and having a second chance to make things right in my heart.
I was 15 when I found out that I was pregnant.
I had just met my boyfriend a month ago and now we find out I’m pregnant. I was happy but at the same time, scared, and guilty for feeling happy because my boyfriend didn’t want to keep the baby at all. He wanted me to have an abortion. I told my mom the next day and she was sad, she cried for months, but she got used to it. My boyfriend told me to do whatever I wanted and to this day, he still holds my baby girl Miya over my head, telling me I ruined his life, he had no say, but those are only on the bad days. We have been together 1 year and 1 month. Our daughter is 4 months old, she was born 2 months early on May 14th, 3 days after I turned 16. I had to get a C-section too.
I am so very happy that I didn’t get an abortion. I don’t know what would have happened. I don’t believe in it though, taking someone else’s life is murder, and I would not suggest it. Adoption is always an option, but I would only recommend it to those who have no support and don’t wanna put life on this earth in a bad situation. I love my baby girl. She is wonderful. When I see that smile on her face, that just lights up my day. Sure, my boyfriend and I fight. Well, that’s what mostly every couple does. Yeah, even the most happily married. We aren’t married yet but we are getting there. We are engaged, I’m getting my GED and going to college next year to become a pharmacy technician. It will only take a year to a year in a half and I will be 19 or 20 by the time I have my first career and it will be wonderful. Miya will be 3 or 4, probably in preschool or so, and I will be thinking about maybe another baby, if my boyfriend and I are settled down and financially secure. We thought maybe this time, we could plan the pregnancy and maybe it would be a boy.
It is hard being a teen mom. I’m not saying it’s easy but I wouldn’t do anything different if I could. Miya is my life and I love her so very much. I just hope teens make the right decision. It isn’t always about what’s right for them. Its about what’s right for that baby, for the one you’re are carrying inside your tummy. Its the wonderful feeling, to see them smile, and the wonderful feeling to touch your tummy when they kick. I would not change it for the world.
Thank you. I hope people comment and talk to me. Thanks for listening or reading.
