Easter

Well, today was my little girl’s 1st easter and she looked so cute in her outfit. I’ll upload pics later. We had so much fun at my aunt’s house. Can’t wait to make more memories with me, her, and daddy!

made up my mind

Hey, I have decided to keep my baby and not get an abortion.

I have thought about this a lot and I won’t be able to get myself to do it and I don’t want to do something that I could regret for the rest of my life. I still haven’t told my mum that I am pregnant, but I still have a while before I start to show so I have time to prepare myself for it. But I have told my closest friends and they have already started buying baby clothes for me.

I am feeling much better about this now……

For those who want a bby and still in school

I’m not trying to sound rude, but for those who WANT a baby and you’re still in school, you are KRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!

BABY”s are a precious gift but they are EXPENSIVE and you need a job and SUPPORT!!!!!!!!!!!! And an education. A baby is not just for looks. You have to wake up early in the morning. You have to feed them first, get them ready, then think about yourself…

It’s really hard work for those who are trying to get pregnant on PURPOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THINK FIRST BEFORE YOU OPEN YOUR LEGS!!!!…

confused

Hey everyone. I’m 15 years old.

My boyfriend is a little bit older than me so my mother doesn’t approve of us being together and thinks we’ve broken up. But now I think I’m pregnant, but I can’t tell my mum. But I don’t want to have an abortion.

I don’t know what to do 🙁

ALL I can fell is EMPTINESS & REGRET

I’m a 20-year-old graduating college student. My documents for migrating to the US are in process.

One night, I got a chance to tell my whole family that I’m 4 months pregnant. I actually knew it before, but I didn’t just tell them right away because I don’t have a job so what will happen to my studies? Who will pay my monthly tuition fee? Who will give me an allowance weekly? Who will support me with those financial needs? That was the FIRST thing that came to my mind. The SECOND thing that came to my mind was to have an abortion right away, taking abortion meds, but I came to the point where I didn’t want to do it even though I already bought abortion meds for P3,000 /$300.

As time went by, I noticed that my tummy was getting bigger and bigger and I couldn’t hide it anymore. Some people were telling me that I’m getting big and I just ignored them as I couldn’t tell them that I’m pregnant since my family didn’t know about it.

My boyfriend and I decided to tell them that I’m pregnant and I thought telling them my situation would make me feel okay, comfortable, less worried. But after telling them, all I can feel is EMPTINESS and nothing more. I thought they would understand me since I’ll be graduating in college, but all I can feel is their REGRET, that I should be more careful because I have ambitions in life and now I’ll be graduating in college, I should not do that because of my petition. But my point is its not the END of my life, its actually the START… I can still prove to them that I can still STAND UP on my own. My boyfriend is always here to support all my needs.

Since I told them that I’m pregnant, I cry every night and my relationship with my family is not doing good right now. Still hoping that everything will be okay.

You know what guys, here in Philippines, its really a big deal when you got pregnant at the wrong age like me. Your family will make you suffer for your mistake.

The first story of my being pregnant.

SCARED

SO TODAY IS REALLY NOT A GOOD DAY.

LATELY, I’VE BEEN FEELING SO SCARED AND CONFUSED. I’M SCARED BECAUSE I’M DOING THIS WHOLE PREGNANCY WITHOUT THE HELP OF THE FATHER. I’M CONFUSED BECAUSE I THOUGHT HE WAS BETTER THAN THIS. THEN TO LEAVE ME ALONE TO DO THIS ALONE. I’M NOT ASKING FOR HIM TO BE WITH ME, BUT JUST TO BE HERE TO SUPPORT ME. I’M MORE SAD AT THE FACT THAT I COULDN’T TELL FAKE FROM REAL. I JUST CAN’T BELIEVE HE STATED HE COULDN’T DO THIS, THAT HE’S NOT READY FOR ANOTHER BABY. BUT I’M MORE SAD FOR MY BABY BECAUSE HE’S MADE IT CLEAR HE ONLY WANTS HIS 2-YEAR-OLD. BUT I’M THANKFUL TO HAVE MY FAMILY.

AM I WRONG FOR FEELING LIKE THIS?