SO TODAY IS REALLY NOT A GOOD DAY.  LATELY IVE BEEN FEELING SO SCARED AND CONFUSED.  IM SCARED BECAUSE IM DOING THIS WHOLE PREGNANCY WITHOUT THE HELP OF THE FATHER. IM CONFUSED BECAUSE I THOUGHT HE WAS BETTER THEN THIS.  THEN TO LEAVE ME ALONE TO DO THIS ALONE.  IM NOT ASKING FOR HIM TO BE WITH ME BUT JUST TO BE HERE TO SUPPORT ME.  IM MORE SAD AT THE FACT THAT I COULDNT TELL FAKE FROM REAL.  I JUST CANT BELIEVE HE STATED HE COULDNT DO THIS THAT HE’S NOT READY FOR ANOTHER BABY.  BUT IM MORE SAD FOR MY BABY BECAUSE HE’S MADE IT CLEAR HE ONLY WANTS HIS 2 YEAR OLD. BUT IM THANKFUL TO HAVE MY FAMILY. AM I WRONG FOR FEELING LIKE THIS.