I got pregnant at 15 with my almost year relationship with my first love and I was missing my period but i didn’t i was pregnant because I had a thyroid disease and I missed my period alot so when I started to feel sick and getting some what bigger I took two tests to be sure and it was positive. When I went to the doctor I found out I was 3 months along. I wasn’t the one who told my parents my sister Ashley told them for me. Everyone looked at me like I was a huge disappointment and I cried. I was the last one of my sisters that my parents thought to get pregnant and I happened to be the second. My daughters father Sam came over and told me and my parents that he planned to be there for me and the baby and he was going to join the army and everything. New Years he asked me to marry him and I said yes. 10 mins later I found him on top of another girl. I beat the hell out of him in the hallway and his dad took me home. we broke up. I went to all of my appointments alone until my friend came with me. My mom and my other sister joey found out they were pregnant too. We went through it all together almost. I went in at 7 am to get induced July 13, 2008 and I got the epilderal and when I reached 7 centimeters she tilted her head. My doctor came in and told me I need to go into an emergency C-section. So they wheeled me off. My mother came with me and helped my hand until I fell asleep. and I woke up in the recovery room. I kept asking where is my baby where is my baby? then asked where my mom was. When I got to my room Sam held my hand so tight thanking god I was okay. he cried a little when he held Natalie Ann in his arms. I was so out of it when I held her i was crying frantically. Then out of now where I feel asleep. I woke up and only five people where let. Sam my parents my little sister Tiffany and my friend Tiffany. I spent 3 days after that in the hospital. Sam went to jail a day before I got out. I bailed him out 3 days after i got out of the hospital and he went back to his girlfriend and didn’t give me a secong look. Until one day when he was picking Natalie up for the first time in 3 months. He asked if we could hang out sometime the 3 of us. we got back together and have been since. We are going to get married im not sure when yet but I can’t wait. It’s going to be great. He gets out of jail July 4th. Me and Natalie are so excited to see him again. Natalie is going to be two in a few weeks. I graduate from high school August 4th and start into college I go.
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