So even though at the moment, I’m staying with my boyfriend’s mother and we stay on the living room floor, I dislike it so much.
Don’t get me wrong. I thank for her letting us stay there we do; pay rent and buy food, cook and clean the house. But I just don’t wanna bring My son home to that place. My boyfriend’s brother and his girlfriend fight all the time and smoke a lot in the house. Same with my boyfriend’s mother. She smokes a lot in the house to and I just don’t wanna bring my son home to something like that. I have been trying everything I can think of to keep our family together and find a place that is safe to bring my son home to, but I have lost all hope at the moment because I’m 34 weeks today and don’t have much time to find a home. I don’t know what to do.
I feel alone, lost, and am just so confused because my boyfriend doesn’t understand where I’m coming from or help me try to find a better place for our son to come home to…
Hi. I found out four months ago that I was pregnant.
I was scared like every person is when they find out. I did decide to have an abortion which I regret till this day. The man that got me pregnant I love with all my heart, but he feels different about me which hurts me so much. We had been seeing each other for two years. I don’t know what to do without him.
It takes time to finally put all behind you and move on. God knows I still miss him, but I’m moving on for me.
It’s hard to forget someone you have been with for years and harder when you have lived together, shared the same bed, and cried together, but his apology now won’t change things. Ladies, don’t stay with a man who abuses you, even if you love him to bits. Get out and let him get help. Don’t be the victim because it will always haunt you.
I’m glad I found this site because it has helped me be stronger and able to move on.
Sigh!!!… I have not a clue what to do…????
I think that I am pregnant but I don’t want to be. Know I am having symptoms of pregnancy like; getting hungry a lot faster, I’m urinating a lot more often than usual, I’m sleeping a lot more, am having cravings, and it’s obviously a lot more difficult for me to stool. However, I don’t want to be pregnant NOW because I have a lot more to do before I have a child in my life and am only 21 years but I have to deal with it. What I really want is some advice and how to even prepare myself to even start to take a pregnancy test…..?????????
Plz, I am stressed out.
It takes time to find yourself and finding the true means of survival is another task at hand. We become so fragile and afraid that we forget to speak out and be heard, in order to be saved and set free. It took me a while to find the voice inside me. The funny part is it was always there but I never took the time to listen until I fell and became a victim of abuse.
I hid all the pain inside me, afraid to speak out for I feared the man I slept with and I cooked for. He was my fiancé but he treated me like his possession. I did as I was told to avoid an argument because I knew what would happen if I tried to say what I felt.
I thank God for the courage He gave me because the day I was set free was because I had the power and strength to listen to the voice within and speak my mind. I did not care what he would do to me then, but I knew he had to hear me. Than I got the courage to tell him its over and I walked out tall and proud. Yes, I still do think about him but that’s because love does not die that easily and a part of me will always care.
But its good to be free because I’m able to love myself unconditionally and face the future with out fear.
I had been in a relationship for 5 months when I fell pregnant at 17.
It was a shock, but I had decided that I was keeping the baby. I was about 5 weeks along and experiencing morning sickness food cravings, etc. Then at 8 weeks, I got horrible pains in my stomach. I was having a miscarriage. My world kinda fell apart at that moment. I spiraled down into a world of depression. Couldn’t eat, never wanted to get out of bed, and couldn’t work. I felt like it was my fault that this baby never survived. Felt like I had caused it. A few months went by and I slowly went back to normal, still thinking about it every now and then, but getting my life on track. My boyfriend at the time was working away. When he got back, we had a celebration and everyone was a little drunk. That night, I fell pregnant.
I found out in early December. my partner wasn’t ready for this and made it very obvious. he was still a kid at heart and didn’t want the responsibility of a child. I was confused on what to do. I loved my boyfriend and wanted to be with him, but I felt he would never accept this. Stupid young love put me in the worst decision of my life. He made it clear what he wanted. I remember the night before crying myself to sleep telling him I wanted this baby, but he put doubts in my head that i would be an unfit mother from my depression. That I could cope raising a baby. I went through with it and now I think about it everyday. Guilt, sadness, loss. I still remember sitting in the white room with the clock ticking and ticking. Knowing in myself this was the wrong decision.
It has been one year and 7 months since it happened. I’m not with the boyfriend anymore, but I still struggle most days, knowing in myself that it was never the right decision or right thing to do. I hoped that when I do fall pregnant again that my baby will forgive me and come back to me.
