I LOST the most precious thing that God has given to me

I’m 19. A Christian. A child of God. I always hear the preaching of our pastor about THE PURITY. And I punched myself every time it flashes back in my brain.
I have seen many teenagers who get pregnant and do sex as early as 15 And I said to myself, How lucky to be still pure. But now, I’m so stupid, I lost the most precious thing.

My problem now is that I lost my virginity just a couple of hours ago. I hate myself for seeing and  enjoy of such a thing, I admit I was tempted.
I have this guy… He has only been my boyfriend for the last year. Before he attempted to ask for it, I said it will just happen after our wedding day!
Am I a bad child of GOD, how could I let this happen?

My problem now is how to avoid doing that again with my boyfriend? I don’t want to end up pregnant!
I regret it already. As early as we ended now I just pray.
I still love myself, still many dreams, I’m still young! JESUS, my SAVIOUR… I’m very sorry.

I LOST it.the most precious thing that God given to me=(

I’m 19. A Christian. A child of God.
I always hear the preaching of our pastor about THE PURITY.
And I punched myself every time it flashes back in my brain.
I have seen many teenagers who get pregnant and do sex as early as 15
And I said to myself, How lucky to be still pure.
But now.
I’m so stupid.
I love GOD.
And I hate my flesh.
My problem now is that I lost my virginity just a couple of hours ago…
I hate myself for seeing and  enjoy of such a thing. I admit.
I was tempted.
I have this guy… He has only been my boyfriend for the last year… And before he attempted to ask for it, I said it will just happen after our wedding day=(((
I’m a bad child of GOD.
Oh. .I don’t know why I’m typing here. .;<<
I’m a moron.
My problem now is how to avoid doing that again with my boyfriend? I don’t want to end up pregnant!!!
I regret it already. As early as we end up that thing =((
I ain’t got nothing… Pls help me.
I just pray.
I still love myself, still many dreams, I’m still young! JESUS, my SAVIOUR… I’m very sorry.

Became pregnant at 15

Well, I became pregnant at 15 and I was so scared. I can’t even explain it.

I didn’t tell my parents. My sister did. They said, “Well, we can’t do anything bout it now you’re pregnant and abortion is out of the question.” All my life, I have been against abortion and at that time, I thought maybe I should do it. But when it came down to deciding, I chose to have her. Her dad cheated on me on our two-year anniversary so we were over. Then I found out she was a girl! I wanted the middle name to be Ann so I tried to find the name to go with it, her dad wanted Patricia Ann, but I couldn’t do it. I don’t really like them together. So I looked in a baby name book and found Natalie and I fell in love with it and so did he. I was induced July 13 and I had to go into an emergency C-section. They put me to sleep. I woke up and went to my room and found my beautiful 9lbs. 2 oz baby girl Natalie Ann. I love her so much. She was colic and a handful but I was able to deal with it. She is turning 2 years old next month and I’m beyond excited. Recently, I was doing a paper on teen pregnancy and found so many negative statistics. I have been trying to find websites that helped teen parents and I was about to give up and make my own when I found this one. It’s really great to see people helping each other.

Soon I will be out of high school (August 4th) and going to college to be a paralegal. My daughter has helped me grow up to be a mature person. It’s really great.

i would have done it differently

I got pregnant with twins when I was sixteen years old. Me and my fiancée were both overjoyed. Then on Easter, I got into a bad car wreck and lost my babies. It was devastating for me. I was a wreck.

I decided to get the shot so it couldn’t happen again. I wasn’t ready to deal with it all. I went and got it then me and my fiancé had sex that night. My doctor did not tell me I had to wait any amount of time for the shot to be effective. I am now nine weeks pregnant. I was so scared and didn’t want another pregnancy. I thought about not telling my fiancé and getting an abortion. I am a CNA and I thought I was going to see if I could hear the baby’s heartbeat. I raised it to my stomach and there it was, my baby, my pride and joy. I knew I couldn’t do it. I told my fiancé that night and we just bought a crib.

Don’t ever think you can’t do something from a previous experience. God is always there for you.

planning :/

I’m 15, turning 16 at the start of next year…

I’ve been going out with my boyfriend, who has just turned 16, for a while now, and we both want kids… But recently, he told me that he wants one now, and I thought it over. And to be honest, I agree… But I know that I shouldn’t…

I just don’t know what to do…

Its Me Myself and I now.

I’m 15 years old and my boyfriend and I have been together our ENTIRE sophomore school year.

We had sex once and it was my first time. Luckily, I didn’t become pregnant then because he hates condoms. In May, we had sex again and this time I’m pregnant!!! We both didn’t handle it well, but we know that we have to get ready no matter what. Now school is over and I’m ONE month pregnant. All I could think about is that our junior year would be HECKTIC. Then my boyfriend comes to me and say he’s going to another school next year. I cry every night, even though no one knows.

Now the main thing on my mind is going throughout the year alone with all eyes on me.