I don’t see how some people do it.
I always thought if I got pregnant, I’d be strong and be able to do It. Now that it’s happened, I’m finding it’s not that easy. I wish I could go back in time to make this mistake go away. I do wish I would have listened to my parents about safe sex. So to everyone who’s had a baby at a young age… I idolize you. I’m feeling really helpless right now………..
Don’t know if I can do it……
I’m 19 years old and I just found out last Wednesday that I was pregnant.
I’m about 2 weeks pregnant they said. The first thing I felt was a deep sinking feeling in my stomach, and even though I was surrounded by family when I found out, I was alone by myself.. stuck. This wasn’t planned at all. Actually on Oct. 6 is when things happened, but the next morning, I went and got the morning-after pill. Obviously, that didn’t stop the little guy from getting to his destination. It’s hard because no one understands me and everyone is saying to get an abortion. I do have plans for my future, I want to become a paramedic. I can’t decide on what to do and it’s so confusing. Last year in September, I was pregnant as well, but I went through with an abortion and I promised myself I wouldn’t do it again. Now I’m stuck once again facing one of the hardest things for a woman to go through, making the big decision. The guy who would be fathering this child is also 17, and I don’t think he realizes the responsibilities that come with a baby. Do I even really know? I’m scared. I toss and turn every night trying to decide what’s right and what’s wrong. If I were to have a child, I would want to provide for that child and not be broke or wonder how I was going to buy diapers next month or stuck on assistance. I want a life for myself and I don’t want to disappoint the loved ones around me, I need someone just as much as someone else might need me, this is my first time reaching out and I’m almost begging for help. I’ve read some girls’ stories on here and I feel I’m not alone anymore in the situation, but even still knowing that it’s still in your mind and you can’t run from it no matter what you do.
I don’t want to be alone anymore.
What I’m feeling; is it real?
Holy hands; touched my heart to heal
In your presence is where I’m strong
With daily battles to be fought
Sword of faith; Victories are Won
With Holy eyes; will you see me now?
I’m captured; By His Holy arms
Your spiritual embrace
I feel your Love
I know now; that I‘ve seen your face Your tears of Mercy and tears of Grace
Shower on me
Tears of Peace; Tears of Love
Transfer onto my soul
And when I feel I’ve lost control
I will cry holy tears; until you make me whole.
If only you can see through my eyes
Then you’d realize the way I feel inside
You’d see through what appears to be
Perfect character’s illusion,
With hidden fantasies.
Deep secrets, too far for hands to reach
Devious eyes my spirit sees
Guilty face and ghostly looks
If only you can feel the pain that my heart feels
When hidden secrets are revealed
A withered rose with petals fallen on the ground
In a sea of tears emotions begin to drown
Cold winter winds where passions become chilled
Until the seasons change, or will time remain still
If only you can see exactly what I see
Blind you have become not able to see me
Ok, so I started having weird bleeding. I was having a little cramp. then when I went to the washroom, and wiped there was some blood on the tissue, but no blood clots.
Only like really light like watered down with some brownish (TMI). & no knee aches like when I get my period… Now the cramps have stopped and bleeding only LIGHT LIGHT and really watery, brownish… Plus my PERIOD is not due for another WEEK. And I’ve still been feeling sooo nauseous and sooo tired… So what’s up??
Could it be implantation bleeding??
I always feel tired.
I’ve been sick (throwing up. I’ve been getting yeast infections a lot. I eat more than I can handle. I don’t like doing a lot anymore. I get headaches all the time now. All I want to do is lay down
