I guess when you get married, you either have great in-laws or really sucky in-laws. I got the sucky ones. lol. My youngest sister-in-law has a dumb attitude.
Overall, I like my older sister-in-law. And my mother-in-law is just plain crazy. She is really unstable. We can’t trust her with our son because she hates me so much that we wouldn’t put it past her to hurt our son to get back at me. Kinda lame actions for a 53-year-old. But she pretty much acts like she’s 5 most of the time. I get hate mail on Facebook. And threatening phone calls. It’s horrible. I wish she could understand that I am not going anywhere. That her son and I have a true love for each other and can’t be broken. We took vows. And her BS isn’t going to split us up. lol.
Just had to rant a little. I’m so fed up with this drama from her.
Dear Baby,
It was about 5 months ago when you came into my life. It was unexpected, but was the happiest moment of my life. I wondered what would come of it and how I would manage, but with your father by my side, I knew everything would be alright. Every day, I woke up and rubbed my belly and said “I love you”. I know you were not able to hear me physically or feel me touch you, but I feel deep down inside, that you knew I was saying it to you. It has been a long journey and a hard one, but I wouldn’t change it for the world. Having you with me every day reminds me that there is someone now to live for every day of my life. Someone I know on a more personal base.
As the days got colder and the nights got longer, changes started occurring inside of me. Flutters of joy I started to feel in my stomach. It was you! I could feel you. For the first time in my life, I felt a joy I had never felt before. So amazing, yet so surreal – even though I knew it was you. I have had my tough times with being sick and having weight loss, but I once again can say this to you honestly, I wouldn’t have it any other way. No matter what happens to me, you will always be my little one. You will always be my angel, my baby.
I think about you every day and who you will look like. Will you look like mommy, or will you look more like daddy? Or maybe you’ll look like one of your aunts! Who knows!?! All I know is that you’ll be you and that you’ll be mine. I may be young and I know that, but I promise this to you right now. I promise to take care of you, no matter how hard times get. No matter how scared I may end up feeling, you are my pride and joy and I will protect you in all ways that I can. I love you unconditionally and always will.
When you grow up and become a beautiful young lady, I hope you will come to me. When you get your heart broken, I want you to know that my shoulder is here for you to cry on and my heart and ears are here to listen. If you’re having trouble at school, please…Don’t hide from me. I want to help you get through it all. If you do something you aren’t proud of, I hope you can come to me and ask for help. That’s what I am here for. I am here for you.
Your father, well, he’s a funny one. He’s a good-hearted man and he loves you so much as well. He and I might argue at times, but we don’t mean to hurt you. I know that right now, you may not understand much, but one day you’ll know the tough, yet rewarding aspects of a relationship and how much love and joy can come of it. I promise you though, he and I are doing the best we can for you. Our love for each other is as strong as our love for you. And we wouldn’t have it any other way. The day we see your face here on earth will be the start of a brand new life for us all.
Do you want to know what I’m most excited for? I’m excited to bring you home and have you all to myself. To wake up with you when you’re crying and to enjoy your laughter as you enjoy mine. To watch you sleep in the comfort and safety of my arms. To look at you and know you are a gift from God. He gave you to me and your dad. If it wasn’t for Him, you wouldn’t exist. You wouldn’t be coming into our lives and enhancing our entire being if it weren’t for Him.
Another thing I have to tell you now, is that you have lots of friends and family already, who love you and can’t wait to meet you. They are just as excited as mommy and daddy are. When I hear them talk about you and hear them say how much they can’t wait to see you, it warms my heart and makes me want to cry, knowing I can’t see you yet. But don’t worry, they are not tears of sadness, but tears of joy, knowing that you are safely tucked inside me, waiting until your time is here.
I hope you like us. We are goofy, yet loving. We have good and bad days, but are always full of love and forgiveness. One day, you’ll understand what I’m saying. I’m sure there’ll be a day when you are embarrassed to walk around the mall with us, because of how weird we are. But we love you anyways!
I’m letting you know now , that in the future, you will make mistakes. And we will not be happy with them, but we will never stop loving you. We might discipline you, but we will never discipline out of anger. I hope you will see that later on in life. We care for you already and will care so much more when we are able to help you and protect you and keep you safe. To see you get ready for prom in your senior year and graduate from high school. I can’t wait for that day! I never got that experience, because of my own wrong decisions, but I hope that you are smarter then I was and can enjoy it! Of course, expect me to be in tears while taking hundreds of pictures of you before you leave!
When you’re scared to go off to college, if that be what you decide, always remember you have a home to come back to when you need it. Your father and I will not judge your decisions, but help you make smart ones. We also will make mistakes while you’re growing up and some may end up hurting you, so right now I am apologizing to you. We don’t mean to and I promise that we’ll try hard not to do it, but if it does…I am sorry. I hope you can forgive us. We love you.
There are still four months before I get to see you physically, but I have decided to write this for you now. I felt in my heart I had to, for some unknown reason. But this is for you. Every word is truthful and honest. And as I type this out for you, I can feel you move and it makes me smile. It keeps me wondering for sure, who you are and what you’ll be like. And I couldn’t be happier to have it kept a secret for 9 whole months. Gives me something spectacular to look forward to! Well, I’m not sure of what else I can say, other then your daddy and I love you unconditionally.
Can’t wait to meet you, Baby. You are the absolute best thing that has happened to your Father and I.
We love you darling .
Love Mommy <3
I was walking with Salem down the road that leads by St. Basil’s Basilica. (My bad, I always thought it was St. Petersburg. I fail.).
The night was clear, the stars twinkling, and the only people around were us. Suddenly, Salem turns to me and says “I’ve been thinking. It’s easy to think about love and to talk about it, but most people have difficulty recognizing love.”. He gently grabs my hands and says “Even when they hold it in their hands. I don’t have that problem, and lately I have been thinking about who I truly love in my life.” I reply “What are you saying?” He says “You are the person I love” He drops to one knee, pulls out a ring, and says “Will you marry me?” I just stood there for a second, my eyes wide. This caught me completely off guard.
“Yes!” I replied joyously.
So I am 15 years old today, but in a few days, I’ll be 16!
I am 4.5 months pregnant. I found out when I was 7 weeks along. Me and my boyfriend have been on and off for 9 months! He is 19 and has a 2.5-year-old son. He has a lot of issues with his baby momma and his family. For him, I was his resting place, the only peace he had in his life. I wasn’t planning on getting pregnant. I didn’t want to make things any harder for him! I wanted to help him out with his son and his life. For the first 4 months of our relationship, I was on birth control. Then my insurance got taken off so I had to stop birth control. For a month, we were using the “pulling out” method and it worked for a whole month. Then we had an issue with me thinking he was cheating and we broke up for a month. With Me not knowing that soon I was going to find out I was pregnant.
A month later, I was a week late which was very rare to me. Never in my mind did it cross that I was pregnant. I was learning how to be on my own without him, actually getting over him when I took that CVS pregnancy test and it said positive! I can’t put into words how I felt. I didn’t know if I was going to cry or to laugh or to scream. I was just left without emotions whatsoever. I called him right away. I remember hearing his voice felt like peace, but soon I remembered what I had to tell him. When he found out, he came asap and took me to get another pregnancy test at a clinic, and there, it came positive too. We followed up for abortions. During the next week, I kept calling offices and offices and so expensive 350- 450- 600! Money neither him or me had. After 3 weeks, I started getting desperate! Worried, sad, knowing it was wrong what I was planning to do, I called some church friends and I made my decision to have my baby! After that, my boyfriend left me! I felt even worse. After a month he came back. He said he was gonna be there. Things started to change. We told my parents and me and him got better.
Today, I am 4.5 months pregnant. Me and him have a fair relationship. My parents are really hurt, but accept it. I am scared, but excited. I love my boyfriend with all my heart! He has changed for good. But I am scared of what the future holds.
Hi everyone, I’m 16 and currently in high school.
I’ve been with my amazing boyfriend for nearly 2 months now. He is the best thing that has ever happened to me. He makes me happy, makes me laugh. I smile every time I see him because he is just that amazing. 🙂 I can seriously say that I have never been so happy or in love in my life, and I don’t think I can be anymore in love. Just after New Year’s, we had unprotected sex, and have since. I’m on the pill, but I just started taking it so I don’t think it was protecting me. I’m not scared that I could be pregnant. My period is late. I feel sick, can’t stop eating, get tired a lot of the time, and have the most random mood swings. The more I think about the possibility that I could be pregnant, it scares me, but now I’m starting to feel happy. I don’t know for certain if I am or am not pregnant, and I don’t really want to because I’m scared of what my family will say and do… You see I come from this really respected family. Everyone knows us and we are looked up upon, but having an ‘underage pregnant teen’ in the family would be disgraceful to them. I don’t know what to do. Secretly, I hope that I am pregnant, but my family wouldn’t agree, and I have no idea what my boyfriend would say. I’ve not told him that I could be pregnant. I’m too scared to just now…
Basically, my head is screwed up at the thought of it all. I just need some support, someone to hug me and tell me it will all be OK, but I don’t know if it will…
I have been with my boyfriend for three months just about and we are completely happy together.
I recently missed my period a week ago and have been getting ill in the mornings and during the day, having to use the bathroom often, and getting cravings. We were nervous at first and now we’re just excited for the results in two weeks…. But how do I tell my parents if I am? My parents are separated. My mom is a paranoid freak who likes to control everything so I’m worried she will blow it way out of proportion. My dad, on the other hand, isn’t but he is totally against teens getting knocked up… So it would be bad if it were his daughter… Will he deny me as his kid? When should I tell them?
I’m confused and scared about it. Advice please?
