I went to my doctor yesterday and had my second ultrasound. Since I am almost in my 9th month. My check-up would be every two weeks and the next month would be every week. Baby’s in the cephalic position now. Whew! I thought the baby would stay breeched forever. My doctor also said that the baby won’t turn anymore since she is head-down now.
It’s a girl!
Now that I know the baby’s gender is female, I am not truly happy about it. I badly want a baby boy! Ironically, I can’t do anything about it. God gave me a girl for a reason.
Hello, I am pregnant, and I’m a Senior in high school.
I love to write, sing, dance, and my hobby is doing hair. Well, I’m so excited about a new life that will be given birth in several months. I’m planning to go get my first doctor’s appointment this week. I love life to the fullest. I really have a lot of things going on in my life right now. To get more information about my blog, keep reading about my life.
I would like to get your comments and input about the things I read…
I was 10 when I lost my dad.
I was 15 when I lost my mom. I was with my boyfriend for almost a year when my Mom passed away… Since that time, I was sexually abused and had trust issues with Guys. But my boyfriend was completely different… He was a life that I adored and couldn’t let go… We were trying to have a kid… When my mom was alive, I was really depressed with the loss of my dad. I thought having a kid would fill the hole I had in my heart. I wanted a kid since I was 13. I met him and I didn’t tell him that I wanted a kid, but in 6 months of the relationship, we tried to have a kid for a while but it wasn’t successful at all. My mom passed away. My brother moved away. I was really depressed to the point where I didn’t care about Life. My boyfriend was being an ass. A month after, I moved into a Group Home. That was hell and also I discovered that I was pregnant but I didn’t know at that point. I was stressed about the loss of my parents and blaming myself because of how they died… I was pissed at the world. Yet I didn’t know I got a beautiful baby inside of me.
I was missing my period. I thought maybe it was related to my stress… Also the court for the sexual assault. It never occurred to me that I could be pregnant, so I went to buy a pregnancy test. The guy said to us, “Good Luck” and I half smiled. I took it, both were positive and I kept it cuz I was only 15. They (Group Home) would force me to get an abortion and I didn’t want that. Once I turned 16, it was time to find out. They took me and I was ten weeks pregnant. All I could think WHAT in the world am I going to do?! My doctor asked me what did I wanna do. I couldn’t give him an answer. I was shocked and couldn’t believe it. I just bawled. I was hoping for a miscarriage. I regret it after… I wanted this baby Because it was a gift from my parents. She completes the broken heart that I had for years… When I was 18 weeks along, I found out I was having a girl. I called her after my mom. My mom and My dad were my world. If I had a Boy, I was going to call him Connor Vernon… I had a girl and called her Lillian. My biggest fear was Child Protection and trying to raise her while I’m going to High school.
Now, she is 8 months old. She loves being nosy. She is happy, She has great parents. She may not know her grandparents, but I’ll tell her so many stories about them and how much they would love her. I know being 17 and having a kid is hard but I wouldn’t change the world. She changed me in many ways. I forgave myself for the loss of my parent and stopped being so angry with me, I’m not depressed anymore. She’s my little light, that crack in the box 🙂 I love her. She loves mama.
This is my life and story. Everyday, it just gets better.
Hello. I am in a tough position and I don’t know who else to turn to.
As of right now, I have had a rocky on-and-off relationship with, let’s just say my “mike” for six years. We dated for three years and then, for the past three years, have been working on getting back together, but there is so much emotional turmoil and things we have done to each other in the past that neither of us can get over. I know that we both love each other and care, but still, the relationship isn’t healthy. I found out I was pregnant a week ago and when he found out, he had very strong feelings of getting rid of it. We are not ready to be parents, have a lot of work on our relationship, can’t financially support a child, etc. However, I honestly do not know if I can go through with abortion. I know that the time isn’t right, but is abortion really something I can deal with for the rest of my life? I am having a really hard time making this decision and know that I (we) are the only ones who can make it, but it is taking a huge toll on me emotionally. I want my child to have the best life possible, and I know that if I decide to keep it, he may turn around, but can I base my decision on a maybe??? My heart is telling me to keep it, but my head is telling me no way. I don’t really agree with abortion, but I fear that if I keep the baby, my relationship with mike will be over and he will resent me for the rest of my life.
I really don’t know what to do and would appreciate any opinions or input.
So after having the abortion and then getting the Implanon put in (5 weeks ago).
My pregnancy symptoms are coming more often and at a more serious degree. Every couple of days, it gets worse. I have heard from some friends that it could just be a reaction to the Implanon, but because there is a slight change of pregnancy, I’m still being careful, because if I am, I have decided to keep it. I can’t put myself through abortion again because that’s what everyone wants me to do. It’s my body, it’s my choice!
I’m going to the doctor’s when I get back from my holiday next week Thursday. I’ll update you all on how I go!!
It has been a difficult road through this pregnancy… Easy at times, but not all the time…
My boyfriend still has not even tried to come to me and say that he wants to be a part of our Life…
He has gotten freedom and everything out of us getting pregnant… I have matured extremely, changed just about my whole life, and lost my love life…
He has a new girl and is doing, God knows what, all the time…
I do not hate him at all…I hate his actions and how he is being…
He had the balls to crawl in bed with me…but lost them, I guess, since he doesn’t have them to take care of his baby girl.
I love her to death already and she is not even here yet
I just sometimes wish that I knew why she was given to me… I’m just a teen…
I do not know all the knowledge I need to give her…
