I had an abortion. I was only 12. *Please dont judge me*. I feel so bad about it. I really do. I cry almost every night. I wish I would have kept it. But because of my age my mother drove me to get an abortion herself. Ive been wanting a baby ever since. Idk why. I just think a baby would make me happy. My boyfriend wants a baby too. He didnt want me to get rid of our baby. But I was forced by my family and I was told by my mother if I kept it she would send me away to some home.