Niky

hey girl

I almost went through the same story, just my sons, 1year now, father only got into our lives when the baby was 9 months old. I had to take my child for DNA tests after he told his whole family he does’nt think it is his child. But I wish I could show you a picture they look like twin brothers and the other thing is we knew one another since std 3.(I am 22 now). We use to fight so much and I did not want him to come near us because of all the things he has done and put me through. I did not have any suport from him while I was pregnant, went alone into the hospital and I stayed with my parents. Now we are trying to get back together and it IS NOT VERY EASY for me at all. I do love him and I want to share everything and day with him but I still can’t fogive him for those months he treated me like "crap".
But we spoke about it all and we are working on thing slowly and take everything as it comes. I know how you feel and I understand a 100%, but I don’t think you can just let go and forget about it all. You have to work on it, and it has to come from both sides, if you love him and he loves you, give it time and work on it each day. Because to love someone can’t just disapear and that’s why I believe for you that it can workout for you to see over the past and enjoy the future with your new little one.

Good luck aan let me know how things work out…

Niky:kiss: