koneill

When I told my father I was pregnant The first words he said was abort it or get rid of it . It would ruin your life. For the first time ever I stood up to him and said no. I had my baby at a young age. I also dropped out of school. My baby is now 9 and I only have a GED. I wish I would have finished school. My advice to you is get back in school. Its not too late for you to finish. Dont have that regret. Also have a paster or some other support go with you. Let them know you understand the road ahead is long and hard but with their love and support you can make a great life for you and the baby. Or if you dont really think you have it in you to raise your baby find Bethany Christian Adoption and they can help you tell your parents and you can tell them you already have a plan. That will show such Maturaty. I hope it all goes well. Just dont let anyone talk you into an abortion. I did abort one pregnancy years ago. A guilt and pain I cant put into words. I think thats why I have 3 kids now. I stll ache over my lost baby. But I think I kept trying to fill that void. I dont want anyone to feel that depresion or self hate I felt.

You will get lots of advice. pick and choice the ones you take serious. I have been where you are not once but twice. I can give you the ups and downs on keeping a baby and aborting one too. The keeping saved my life. I was traveling a downward road to no where and she tought me how much I can mean to some one. She needed me. I sometimes wonder if she would have had a better life if I were to give her to a well off family but God tells me each time that she was to be with me. When I had my abortion. God tells me That baby would have been better off else where or with me. It ruined my life. I became a totally diffrent person. It has been over six years and I am just now able to talk about what it did to me. Your best bet is to get counsel and find a new way. Life full of guilt a regret that you didnt give your baby a chance is no better then what I think Hell would be like. I will keep you in my prayers. Just remember you cant raise a baby on Love alone. But Love over comes alot of what Money cant. God Bless.