karliepudd

Hi i’m Karlie and im 18 yrs old. Im 7 weeks pregnant at the moment and my boyfriend has pushed me into having an abortion. Well he didnt realy give me an option. He did everything in his power to make sure I would get it done.

I took the first pill yesterday, I have to go into hospital tomorrow to miscarry. I feel so ill and I regret it already. Its actualy hit me that Im in the process of killing my child. I feel so selfish, I just wish I was a stronger person to stand up to all those people who want me to get rid of MY baby. Ive made a mistake which I cant take back, its too late, now I have to live with it for the rest of my life.

so for all you people who are thinking that an abortion will just be a quick and easy way to return to normal, it isnt! DONT make a quick decision, take your time and think about it. At the end of the day its upto YOU and only you. If you rush things you will have to live with it for the rest of your life.

This is the worst time of my life and my boyfriend doesnt realy understand what im going through. Thats not his fault because he just has a one track mind, and that all about himself. This situation that im in has made me realise who actualy cares. Its crazy that something so hard like this shows the true colours of loved ones, that you think are everything, when realy thier not. I dont need my boyfriend and his views have made me this way. A part of me hates him when i look at him now and i dont think i will ever beable to change that. My mums my rock at the moment, if it wasnt for her i dont think i could be as strong as i am.

Karlie x 🙁