JervisBaby

Wow,
its as if we are in the same position, I am 21 in university and I am 21 weeks pregnant. I went to the abortion clinic today to have my child disposed of…the only thing was this, something didnt feel right. I went as far as laying on the abortion table and found my legs begining to shake. I was laying there thinking…what am I doing to myself??? why am I here, with these people who want are willing to take my child and dispose of it. Something did not feel right and I told the doctor I dont want to go ahead. The clinic was beautiful and accepting but I dont know if I could ever accept myself after. If God doesnt want me to have this child. He will take it from me in his own way, before my child even sees the light of day, I dont mean to get religious on those who are not religious, but something about the whole prcedure did not seem right,