Today is the day. I am so scared because I’m going to be taking the pill which means that the abortion will happen within the next three days.

I don’t know if I can go through with it. What do you guys think of adoption?? My boyfriend says that if he can’t have it then no one can and it will grow up messed up because it will be adopted. I tried to explain to him that that’s not the case and that there is open adoption. I don’t know what to do. I just want to run away and have it and give it up for adoption. I know there is help out there for that but I’m scared to leave my home and my boyfriend who I have been with for three years now.

I couldn’t sleep last night and have been thinking about it nonstop.