Here, seldom do young ladies get pregnant. Cause all that is first in their minds is to study for a better future. I, the granddaughter of a retired, well-known math teacher, have the opposite forte in the field of academics… In short, I hate math!.. Cause I was intended for the arts… Well, it doesn’t matter anyway… Perhaps God gave me this talent to show the other skills of our family… But I didn’t use it to protect me… I let myself be deceived by evil… I was weak… I even failed God… And now I’m asking myself … “Why did it happen like this?”

But I still consider myself lucky to be dropped in this position where I am now… Why? Cause now, I know the dirt of my parents…their bad sides… I secretly revealed it…

Well, I started to like babies when a close aunt/friend of mine gave birth to her first baby girl, who was also my goddaughter. Having a goddaughter means a lot to me… I love her like my own child… And also an aunt of mine gave birth to a baby boy. Our house was not too far from them so I got a chance to play with him and look after him also, which made me more interested… But it never came into my mind to have mine also… lol Perhaps it was the reason why I let myself be pregnant even if I knew I hadn’t taken pills after making love with my boyfriend… I think it’s my time to have my own…hehe… At first, it took many days for me to accept that I’m pregnant… I just can’t believe that I’m carrying my own baby now… That whatever I eat, he/she also eats it… That’s why right now, I am conscious of whatever I take… I’m focused on my baby’s coming… And perhaps after giving birth, everything will turn into something more interesting…

I am just so excited to carry my own look-alike..:)