This isnt for the world, this is a journal for myself. But your welcome to know my story. Friday, April 23, 2010 started the begining of possibly nothing. John, my boyfiend of nearly 8 months, and i decided to give it a try. We had been planning it for awhile, since we decided we were meant for eachother. Well it turns out the rubber broke. John about died he was freaking out so bad. Meanwhile, i decided he was freaking over nothing. But eventually i started to worry. John couldnt sleep or eat or even really concentrate. But he knows one thing, and that is that he loves me and nothing could tear us apart. Eventhough he blames himself for all the things that might happen i see absolutly no fault. I just see a bright path including a beautiful child we made together or another bright path leading to it when i we are older and more prepared. I am 16 and a junior in high school. John is 17 and a junior in high school. Yes, we are young. Yes, we have a small chance of making it together. But YES, i believe no matter what everything will work out. My mom supports us, however she is real laid back. Were waiting to tell Johns parents until we know if i am or not. There is so many cons to me being pregnant if i am. But there is so many pros. Here begins the begining of my wait. I will test in 9 days wish me luck…