How You Killed Me

To see you go,
It breaks my heart
I love you so
From the very start

I’m finally letting go
I will soon be free
I finally know
I finally see

I see the way
I know what I have to do
There’s nothing to say
I’ll never stop loving you

So I take this rope,
And make a tie
I can no longer mope
I’ll love you till the day I die

Swinging there
hanging in the breeze
Without a care
So everyone sees

What love can do
To the weak of heart
To me or you
It can tear you apart…

14 and expecting any advice?

So I just hit 5 weeks and my fiancé started talking about how to break it to the parents. This, so far, has been the scariest part of the pregnancy.

My mom got pregnant when she was 16 and had five more kids, each two years apart, after that. So she’s constantly giving me the “no babies” talk. My dad, though I love him, is an ass. He’d kick me out in a heartbeat. My boyfriend’s mother absolutely ADORES me! She’s told me that she would take me in, and has before. He’s 18 and has a job so I’m not as worried about income as I am with school…

I’m a freshie and I go to a high school where you just DON’T get pregnant. You just don’t. No one has a kid at that school. I really don’t give a rip about what students will think so much as how I’ll be treated by my teachers.  I’m not scared…yet, hahaha. I’m being as optimistic as I can be… But I need advice on everything with my parents…

How should I tell them…and also…I’m a HUGE coffee drinker…I’ve heard that it’s bad for the baby…is that true?

confused ; what should i do ?

Hi, I’m 17 and I’m a senior in high school.

About 4 days ago, I found out I was pregnant. I told the baby’s father. He seems so happy. But the worst part is I haven’t told my parents. I’m kinda scared and confused. Should I tell them now? Or should I wait? Will they be disappointed in me? Will they give up on me?

I know I made a HUGE mistake. I really need help! What should I do?

Friennds<3

Well, after the abortion, the only person I wanted to be with was my friend. For she also is one here.

I normally won’t cry in front of anyone, but her… I cried aloud and silently in her arms. I have to say she is my BEST FRIEND. Without her, I don’t know what would be going on in my life. My life is bad as it is, my parents are slightly assholes. I wish that they would just kick me out already. I talk to my boyfriend’s mom and dad. they said if they ever did, I’d be welcome to come to their house and stay there.
His mom doesn’t know that I’ve had an abortion.

Little do you understand, that his parents LOVEEE mee.!

what can I say?

I am only thirteen and I know what it’s like to watch someone you love walk away.

“Maybe,” I always think to myself, “-maybe if they were still here, this never would have happened.” I never had someone to look up to… Yet, I have two older brothers and one sister. My oldest brother left me for the military when I was only eight. On the other hand… My other brother is still in the military fighting with the U.S. Navy. I haven’t seen him since Christmas. My sister, the one that I should be the closest to, had welcomed me to something, at the time, I didn’t know was wrong. A gang. When I found that out, I stopped going with my sister. Instead, I went out with my best friend, at the time, or locked myself away in my room. Now that was a long time ago. I’m going into my first year of high school next year. December 4th is my last class for a modeling company. As a child, BOTH parents were drunks.

Now, only my mother has stayed on that bad habit. My Dad is now a heavy nicotine addict. I always have the smell lingering off my clothes. I’ve found a boy… I really love him. I know this because I have never felt like this before. In the middle of that one subject that you don’t need to listen to in order to pass it, all I can think about is him. Science. I find it the easiest stuff in the world. Rocks. Elements. Atoms. Cells. Everything is soooo simple. It doesn’t help that our teacher is “going through puberty again” so his voice always squeaks. This boy knows exactly what to say, no matter what mood I’m in to make me smile. To make me happy. We ALWAYS joke around with each other. We fight, but in a healthy relationship, you fight.

…But then something happened…

I took three tests, two out of the three said it was positive. I went to the doctor to make sure I wasn’t getting paranoid. I wasn’t anywhere near “paranoid” I was actually pregnant. With Twins.

Wrong choice

Hi Becky…

I’m 21… My boyfriend and I have been dating for 4 years… We mean everything to each other… In September, this year, I found out I was pregnant… I have always been on the pill.. but during that month I missed a few… I was late and had all the symptoms… We did a pregnancy test… And I knew that I was pregnant before those 2 very dark lines showed up… I had to hold my breath and tell my boyfriend… We both just sat there.. and I cried.. and he just held me… I always said I would never have an abortion… But at this time… We spoke about it and decided to… We went to the clinic and the lady did my scan, but couldn’t pick anything up .. But I was definitely pregnant… I should have taken this as a sign and not gone back… They told me to come back in a week for another scan… That one week was the best ever… I forgot about the abortion…even talked to my baby… Even though I thought I was about 5 weeks… The next week, I went back to the clinic with my boyfriend… and she told me I was 8 weeks pregnant… I decided to abort… It’s now exactly a month since that day… As soon as I walked out of the clinic, I cried …..

Since that day… I have blanked out everything that has happened… But tomorrow will be one month since I did it… I would have been 3 months pregnant by now… I know my parents would have been upset but they would have gotten over it… I wish I could go back a month ago… and not take that pill!!! I’m so angry with myself for doing this… If I could stop even one girl from doing this, then I would achieve something… Your babies deserve to live …. Don’t let your mistakes fall to them… They deserve a life… Abortion is the toughest decision ever for a woman…

If you have the slightest chance of not doing it… DON’T DO IT…