OK… Well the day I wrote my blog about possibly being pregnant…I was in a terrible car accident and I am pretty beat up from it and if I WAS pregnant then I’m not so sure I am now…
If you wanna know about the car accident, then just sign my guest book and I’ll reply…
I am 15 years old and I just had an abortion not too long ago and I regret it. Made the same mistakes and now I’m pregnant again. Now I got to live with it. I know it’s going to be hard but I gotta learn from my mistakes.
So all you teens out there reading this, please don’t go and have sex. Just wait till you get married. I don’t care if you think this boy is the love of your life. That is something very special to you and you don’t want to lose it just to anybody. No matter what he tells you, don’t listen. If he really loves you, he will wait. So please, think twice cause I’ve been through it and learned the hard way.
We all go through trials, and nobody’s pain can be compared to anybody else’s. And yet, sometimes, it just all seems too much.
When anxiety overwhelms you, and all you can feel is a creeping sense of panic, sometimes it’s so hard to stay strong.
But, hah! aren’t I the strong one? The one that everyone looks at and says, she is strong. It’s like a label I have to wear. The one that looks good every day, clean, well-dressed, the one that people want to “get with”. Sometimes, I’m not sure whether people actually miss that there is a person underneath there, whose smile is sometimes fake and who’s just a little girl waiting to hold somebody’s hand so they could lead her out of this darkness.
The one that has so much potential. Yes, I have a lot of potential, but I don’t know if you know how much effort it takes to get that potential through, when all I can feel is panic; and I just want it to stop.
I’m not stopping living for one bit, I’m not stopping hope. I’m still dancing to the sound of life, and I’m happy to be here, I’m enjoying it all. But it feels like I’m dancing on quicksand.
Like a life thread slipping away out of my hands, like, after holding on so long, slipping back into darkness.
I have a past, you know. Everybody has pasts, and I’m no different. It’s just getting to me.
I don’t want to let mine eat me up though, and I’m trying not to. I’m trying…There are people holding out their hands and I am grabbing on for dear life, while continuing to dance on this quicksand. Let me just hope I hold on. Let me hope I carry on with this dance I have to do.
I had my doctor’s appointment yesterday. They did a urine test and told me what I already knew… Surprise! You’re pregnant! So Monday, I’m making appointments for an ultrasound for an actual due date, to get some blood work done (ick!), and for my first prenatal visit.
So it looks like I’m now in this for the long run. I’m kind of excited. I wish I knew the sex so I could start buying things. I’m almost 8 weeks right now. I’ve been feeling very queezy, tired, and lonely. I wish I could stop crying for no apparent reason cos I’m driving myself looney, I wouldn’t want to be around me, haha, but I guess I have no choice. So now I’m rushing to get my new place up and running before I’m too stinkin’ big to do anything worthwhile. I have to paint 5 rooms, stain floors in 2 rooms, tile in 3 rooms, replace a sink and cabinet, and get the plumbing in my bathroom’s claw foot tub. I give myself 2 weeks. Otherwise, I’m figuring out what to do for stretch marks. So if you have any remedies send ’em my way. I will love you for it!!
I’m trying to be prepared as possible so if anyone knows anything you think would benefit me, I would love to hear it! I’m just trying to make it like everyone else.
WELL, BEiNG iN LOVE MAKES YOU DO STUPiD STUFF & I’M THE ON TO BLAME.
I WAS GOIN WITH THIS GUY FOR A GOOD 7 MONTHS AND HE WANTED A BABY. WELL I DECiDED TO BE CHiLDiSH AND GiVE HiM THAT. I WAS iN LOVE. WELL, I THOUGHT I WAS iN LOVE BUT NOW I REALiZE HE DiDN’T LOVE ME. HE LOVED ME CUSE I WAS WiLLiNG. I’M 17 AND I MAY BE PREGNANT AND HE DON’T CARE. HE SAYS ONE THING THEN SAYS ANOTHER. WHY DID I BE SO STUPID AND DO WHUT HE TOLD ME TO DO…
I PROMiSE iF I’M HAVIN THIS BABY I’M DO WHAT I HAVE 2 DO CAUSE I SHOULDN’T BLAME THiS BABY FOR MY MISTAKE. i’MA LOVE THIS BABY WITH ALL MY HEART!
Hi um, I haven’t done anything since January…always used protection but I know sometimes you think you can’t but do…
I missed my period last month and have a weird one at the moment. Nausea, can’t eat much, pants have been getting smaller?, I’m not losing weight from not eating because I’m either too sick to eat or just plain not hungry, have had trouble sleeping, been tired a lot, seem to need a size up from my regular bras, stomach pain, heartburn, constipation. I took some medicine two days ago and my stomach feels all weird, bunch of moving and stuff, makes me feel even sicker! Hoping its just bowel movements and cramps but it’s not the first time in the last few months I have felt this way.
I’ve heard that women can be on their period throughout pregnancy… Should I go to the health clinic and have a medical person check me out…? I took a test but found out you’re only supposed to leave it in the cup five seconds…not the entire two minutes~~@!! Should have read the danged instructions!
