HI MY NAME IS  MARQUEISHA IM 17 YEARS OLD AND IJUST WONT TO SEE KAN SUMEBOBY RELAT E TO MY STORYAND HELP ME OUT.

WELL WHEN I WAS 15 I MEET THIS BOY AND WE STARTED DATING BUT HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND AND I HAD A BOYFRIEND SO I BROKE UP WITH HIM SO I CAN DATE SOMEBODY ELSE. SO MY BITRH DAY WAS COMING UP AND I WAS TURNING 16.

SO 2 MONTHS BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT  AND MY STOMACH WAS HURTING SO BAD AND NOT JUST ONE THING THAT WAS GOING TO SHOCK MY FAMILY WHEN I TOLD THEM I WAS PREGNANT BUT 2 AND SO I NEVER TOLD MY FAMILY THAT I WAS PREGNANT AND I NEVER TOLD THEM THAT I HAD A STD EITHER.SO WHEN MY MOM FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT SHE MADE ME GET AN ABORTION AND THAT NOT REALLY WHAT I WONT SO I GOT.

THEN I IN UP GETTING PREGNANT 3 MORE TIMES BY THE SAME BOY AND I CRYD SO MUCH BECAUSE I REALLYY WONT TO KEEP MY BABY BUT SHE WONT LET ME AND I HURT THAT I HAD TO GET RID OF SOMETHING THAT I ALWAYS WONT AND DREAM OF HAVING.IT STILL HURT TO THIS DAY BECAUSE I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND AND HE REALLY LOVE ME TO AND WE BOTH WONT TO HAVE THE BABY AND START ARE OWN FAMILY .I WISH SHE COULD HAVE JUST BEEN A REAL MOM AND CAME TO SEE IF THAT THE DECISON THAT WE WONTED TO MAKE AND SHE DID THAT WAY I STILL DISLIKE HER BECAUSE I THOUGHT THAT WAS MY DECISON AND NOT HERS.

I WISH I KAN GO BACK AND CHANGE ALL 4 TIMES IT HAPPEN BUIT YOU CANT CHANGE THE PAST YOU JUST GOT TO HOPE ON THE FUTURE ANE THAT WHAT IM DOING I REALLY WONT TO HAVE HIS BABY BUT IT SEEM LIKE EVERYBOBY KEPT GETTING IN ARE WAY WHEN WE TRY TO DO .I JUST I CAN REALLY CHANGE THAT BUT IT HAPPEN I WISH 1 DAY I KAN JUST TELL HER TAHT I REALLY WONT TO KEEP MY BABY AND IN HURT AND IM STILL RECOVER OVER IT.

HELP ME MAKE THE RITE DECISON THAT WOULD BENFITS ME AND MY BOYFRIEND.

GIVE ME SOME ADVICE ABOUT HOW TO TALK MY MOM IN LETTING ME KEEP MY BABY