So. In January, I lost my 2nd baby.

I took a slight break from the SUG network. and, I got a new love, T, and I moved out, and tried life on my own. I was doing SO GOOD. I even got my period in April… I have a fertile body, so it doesn’t take much for me to gett pregnant. Okay. so I turned 18 on April 21st, and I have been doing great. I broke up with T over me wanting to go to Washington. This Saturday, I’m going to Washington. Catch… I’m 4 weeks and 5 days pregnant. It’s a fight, all of it. I’m so lost!!! I think everyday.. I’m 18, and if everything worked… I’d be a mom of 3. I really hope I can carry a healthy baby full term.

Till then, I’ll float in the sea of uncertainty. <3