I’m only just turned 18 + I have a borderline personality disorder.

I’m on strong anti-depressants, and see a psychiatrist once a week… My home life is a wreck ( dad’s a violent alcoholic wife-beater) and I have 6 months left of year 12… I have always been the overachiever dux of the school and always receiving awards… I just found out I’m pregnant… I’m about 6-7 weeks, my situation with the baby’s dad is at least complicated… We were together for 3 years, but things have ended between us, and he wants me to abort it because he’s not ready… I’m not so sure… I’m afraid… Could I raise this baby completely on my own???? No help from family or him….. I’m gutted because I want to go to university and make something of myself… but there is this niggling feeling that I should suck it up and be a mum… Any advice is appreciated… I just need something, before I end up knecking myself……

Thanx