Just found out I’m pregnant. I took three tests, all positive.

I can’t believe I’m pregnant. Me? How could I get pregnant? It sounds so lame, but I mean I was going somewhere. I was gonna be somebody. I was gonna get out of this white trash hell. And now,
I’ll be stuck here forever.
And my baby’s gonna have like horrible health cause I can’t get to a doctor or anything. Maybe I should go with adoption just so the baby will be healthy. I can get the adoptive parents to bring me to the doctors and stuff, maybe, so my baby will be healthy even if I can’t keep it.

I hate crying.