OK, WHEN I FIRST BECAME PREGNANT, AND I TALKED TO MY CHILDS FATHER AND WE DISCUSSED EVERYTHING AND HE SEEMED AS IF IT WASNT HAPPENING OR NOT TAKING THE SITUATION SERIOUS IN MY OPINION, AND AT FIRST HIS RESPONSE WHEN I ASKED HOW HE FELT ABOUT THE SITUATION WAS IT DOESNT MATTER AND THAT HES GOIN TO DO WHAT EVER I WANT TO DO. THEN AS THE PRESSURE WHINDED DOWN STOMACHS GOT BIGGER AND I BEGAN TO SLEEP MORE IT BECAME APPARENT THAT I WOULD HAVE TO FINALLY REVEAL TO MY MOTHER MY" BIGGEST SECRET". IM CURRENTLY 17 YRS OLD WITH 2 Y EARS LEFT IN HIGH SCHOOL.
WHILE IN SCHOOL ONE DAY TOWARDS THE LAST 4 DAYS OF SCHOOL UNTIL ITS ALL OVER . A GIRL AND I BEGAN TO THROW DRINKS ON EACH OTHER PLAYING OF COURSE . MY PRINCIPAL OF COURSE WOULDNT THINK SO , SO I WAS WITHDRAWN OUT IF SCHOOL . MY MOTHER WHO'S TOO CAUGHT UP IN HER HIGH PROFILE LIFE WAS IRATE.
LONG STORY SHORT SHE'D BOUGHT A PREGNANCY TEST FOR ME TO TAKE IM GUESSING SHE'D ALREADY KNOWN. MOTHERS INTUITION I GUESS. HOWEVER SHE BROUGHT UP THE ABORTION ISSUE AND SPOKE SOLELY ON THAT AND ALL OTHER ALTERNATIVES WERE OUT OF THE QUESTION IN HER EYES.
SHE ENDED UP SENDING ME TO MY HOMETOWN OF CHICAGO TO LIVE WITH MY AUNT AND RAISE MY CHILD ALL ALONE ON MY OWN. WHEN SHE SENT ME , I LEFT WITH NO PHONE NO MONEY 1 BAG OF CLOTHING AND SHOES IN THE SAME BAG SO YOU COULD IMAGINE HOW MANY OUTFITS I COULD PACK IN THAT BAG. BEFORE I LEFT I CALLED MY UNBORN CHILDS GRANDMOTHER. AND INFORMED HER THAT I WAS EVEN PREGNANT BECAUSE SHE DIDNT EVEN KNOW THAT I WAS , HER SON WHICH IS MY CHILDS FATHER DIDNT EVEN TELL HER .aND I TOLD HER IM KEEPING MY BABY AND SHE REPEATED "YOUR KEEPING IT"? AS IF I SHOULDNT . HE HAS A CHILD ALREADY . BUT I WANT TO KEEP MY CHILD. i MAKE EVERY EFFORT TO INVOLE THEIR FAMILY WITH MY UNBORN CHILD. HOWEVER I FEEL MY EFFORTS GO UNNOTICED . IM 8 WEEKS PREGANANT AND MY DUE DATE IS DEC 29. I JUST HOPE BY THEN MY FAMILY WILL MANAGE AND FIND AN EQUILIBRIUM.
