Did they put you
in a jar
or a tube,
and tossed you aside
in a rusty old sink
like garbage?
I’d like to call up God and ask Him why…..
Why my cries were never heard,
and why no one ever cared,
and why I was left without you…
Why you never had a birthday…
and no songs were ever sung,…
and why you never even had
a fighting chance…
And why the only place
I’ll ever hold you
is the hollow of my heart..
Then I would beg God
to never be forgiven..
Fearing if I were,
somehow that would mean
I would have to
let you go…
Just like I did
On that day
when they put you in a jar
or a tube
and tossed you aside
in some rusty old sink
like garbage…
There are some
who say it does not matter ..
but I do not agree…
For I know I would have loved you
have I ever had the chance
to be your mother!
I found that today when I was all down searching through the internet…
It is so like describing my feelings today…
It has been 1 year and 11 months today, 13/09/08.
My lil baby would be old around 1 year and 3-4 months…
**!!Mommy misses you so much!! **