When I first found out I was pregnant, I was amazed and shocked considering I was only 16 =S.

My heart dropped when the first thing my mum said was to get an abortion. I was devastated….. Having emotional thoughts of what I was going to do was just crazy. I constantly thought of having an abortion but I just couldn’t do it….. I told my partner who I was with at the time, her dad… He walked out of my life and said you know what you have gotta do =S So when I was pregnant, I had no support. I got kicked out of home at 12 weeks into the pregnancy so… I was by myself with only some friends beside me…… My life changed completely….. And when I was due and had baby Isabella, my mum and the rest of my friends, the rest of my family who abandoned me when I was pregnant, came back to me when she was born and realized that I saved a life. I had my baby. It’s not my baby’s fault I fell pregnant. She’s innocent. I said it was my fault, my mistake, but she’s not a mistake. If she were to be called that, she was a damn good one……. I would never have given Isabella up. She is my world and I wouldn’t change that at all. Just don’t let something go if you’re going to regret letting your little one go… Because i thought about it and there was no way i could get rid of the little person growing inside of me … =)

And now i get to hold my little baby girl everyday and ….. She’s just always going to be the best thing that has ever happened to me xx