The change..

Life has changed. I went from a married woman to a mom. Wow. Thats so insane! I am having a lot of trouble adjusting, and am experiencing postpartum, and its hard. I didnt think it was going to be this hard. My mother in law watches my daughter a lot, thats where she spends most of her days. My doctor has advised me not to be alone with her for any extended amount of time, not that I would do anything (more…)

Random Thoughts

Sp I thought that I would give this site an update on how my pregnancy is going. I am no longer questioning wether or not I want to have this baby. I am more than eager to be my little girls mother!! I love to feel her move aroundin my tummy! It is the most wonderful experiece that I have ever had! I am now 23 weeks and 6 days. So practically 24 weeks; as of tomorrow. I can't wai until my next (more…)

My first apt

Hello!!

Today was my first prenatal appointment with my doctor! Omg, I could not have imagined what was going to happen. I mean, I had hopes, but no real idea. Well, I didnt get the ultrasound that I wanted. But, I did get to hear the babys heart beat!! I have never experienced anything like that beofre! My husband was so excited that he could barely sit in his seat!! We also got a care package (more…)

How I found out!!

Hi, I am 18 and I am unexpectedly pregnant. My husband and I got married almost a years ago, and had decided against kids for a while; like a couple years or so. We didn't decide exactly on a date, but we knew that we had other things that we had wanted to do. I am in school, and I spend most of my time their, and when I am not at school I am studying, working on homework, looking for a job (more…)

My decision!!!

I have decided that I am going to keep my baby!! I am so completely excited!!! I am still nervous, but I look forward to this pregnancy. I even got up the nerve to tell my parents, and they took it in a way that I was completely surprised!! I went over there thinking that they were going to freak and yell, and tell me what a horrible decision I have made, and they hugged me and congratulated (more…)