Dear me,

How could this happen!? He’s been diagnosed with Chlamydia and now you might have it as well?

How could that have even happened? It must have happened with one of the other two, but was it from the one in November? 

Or your ex from December to April?

That would explain why your body has been behaving strangely, though has it already changed from chlamydia to pelvic inflammatory disease? 

Are you now infertile?  What can I do now? Please God don’t make me infertile. I know I’m young to be asking for this, but I want children in the future. 

Please don’t take that from me…

Well, the best bet now is to see the doctor tomorrow with a friend.

Let’s hope my abdomen stops aching and I finally find out what is going on with me.

This is what happens when things go too well… Or is it karma for when I was younger?

Dear me, 

I know in my gut that I’m not pregnant, but at this point, that would be so much better than what has been happening now.

It’d be so much better, though I wouldn’t be ready now I would be by the time it was here.

Am I selfish to think this?

Oh well, one day at a time, and hopefully things will get better.