I feel so foolish, even though I already know what I feel, I shouldn’t be OK. He gave me up. As a matter of fact, he gave “us” up because he couldn’t handle my choice of keeping her, our child. I love him again and again. I can’t explain why. I spend so many days and nights praying to God to rid me of my love for him and it won’t stop. I know love takes time to die, but this is ridiculous! I know it’s wrong but nothing that I do will stop this heartache, Won’t stop the dreams, won’t stop me from wanting him…