I finally made my choice. I am going to give my baby up for adoption.
I know it’s going to be hard, but I know that if I love this baby, then I can do this for them because I know that I can’t take care of it. I know that the choice I am going to make is going to be hard, but I have to do it not for me but it because I will not be able to take care of it. It will be hard if it’s a girl because I’ve always wanted a baby girl.
Thanks for reading!
OK. so I’m expecting my son on December 5th.
I’ve looked through about every breastfeeding advice listing there is. All I’ve noticed is that it talks about how to, and why you should. I know that it’s much healthier for my son, but I’m afraid it might hurt, or just feel a bit weird… Breastfeeding him would be a lot cheaper as well. How much does formula cost a month for a newborn, cuz I’m sure they go through a lot sometimes & I’ve heard that when your milk comes in, it hurts to lay on your back. Even touching your breasts will make you want to cry… Will this affect breastfeeding him if I decide to? I think I’m more afraid of pain and sensitivity than anything. I know a lot of people breastfeed.
If there are any suggestions, advice, or comments, would you mind helping me out a bit, and letting me know more about it besides the fact that it’s healthier for the baby? I want to know what effect it will have on me.
Heyy!
This is my first blog entry. I’m going to call this day 1 because I am going to get my pregnancy test tonight. And tomorrow morning, I am going to find out if I am going to be a mom or not. So it might be Day 1 of motherhood. Some people think that motherhood begins when you have the baby. I think it starts from the heart to the tummy and then later to the baby. It’s like a love cycle.
I am very young, turning 14 in November. But my body is very mature, I am very mature mentally and emotionally, and my boyfriend and I have a very mature relationship. He is like my best friend. Since the day I met him, I decided that he was going to be the guy I spent the rest of my life with. Many other girls my age that I know have never been in love, don’t even like boys, or they just don’t like commitment and switch between guys. I have always been a very committed person. Once I begin a relationship, I just love to see how long I can make it last.
Love for a person can last a lifetime, a year, or 15 minutes. It can be really strong, weak, slow-progressing, steady, rocky, faithful, loyal, and honest. It could last forever, or you just think it could last forever. It could end happily or in tears. Yet, I have been through it all, or it seems like it all. And right now, love is the only thing that seems to keep me going. I love my family, my boyfriend, my friends, and even my boyfriend’s family. At this very moment, I am not ready to disappoint any of them. They are all good people. But first of all, I don’t want to disappoint my dad. If my pregnancy test comes back positive, it’s going to take a lot of love to keep me holding on to my child and my boyfriend. But most of all the future I’m about to start, the family I’m about to start, and this highway to all new lives.
I have a list of all the things I am physically, emotionally, and mentally terrified of. Like how tiny my body is and if it is strong enough to give birth to a child. Facing Dad and my family and all the people in my community. All the haters that are going to spread rumors. And losing my spot on the basketball team. But I feel scared for this helpless, innocent child that can do so much harm and not mean to. This little miracle that will call me ‘mommy’ and hold my hand. All the memories I will be able to have. But the worst fear of all… Seeing me in about 15 years telling my daughter not to have sex when all she will have to say is “Mom, you got knocked up at 14. Why should I not?”
I will be posting a blog every day or so. I will try to keep an active report on whether or not I am going to be pregnant.
Well, it began after I started to get the same symptoms as I did last time when I was pregnant,
So I took a test and it confirmed it! But I wanted to double-check, so I arranged a doctor’s appointment and he did an ultrasound. He told me I’m already 12 weeks along and that it’s a baby girl!
I’m thinking about names already! :L. Any suggestions anyone? x
I’m currently 15 and want a baby very badly.
It’s almost sad to admit, I think. Over the past few weeks, I seem to notice that at least once a day, I see a young child, and it hurts me emotionally to see that and I think, why can’t I have joy like that? I need help because even though my boyfriend and I have talked, we’ve agreed to wait. But I don’t think he sees how much I’m struggling.
Please if there’s anything that I can try to dull the blows I’m being hit with, anyone’s words would be wisdom.
I am 16 years old. I found out that I was pregnant when I was 5 weeks, 2 days along. Now I am 5 weeks 6 days.
When I heard that I was pregnant, my life felt like it turned upside down because I didn’t know what I was going to do. I still do. I think that this will be about my journey through my pregnancy and through my choices. I hope that you will help me get through what I need to. I also hope to find someone who can understand what I am going through. I am a senior in high school and I thought that I might have to drop out of high school to take care of my pregnancy or not finish my last year because I am giving birth. I am an honor student. I work hard and I understand what I did was an adult thing and now I have to make adult decisions. I can’t make them on my own and I feel like I am making all of these choices in my life that I shouldn’t be making at my age. My due date is May 17th, that is if I decide to continue the pregnancy, but I don’t know if I will be able to do that because my life is already crazy the way it is. I know that it’s not just about me anymore. It’s about it’s about the baby that I am carrying. I hope that it’s a girl because I’ve always wanted a baby girl. I have had dreams about holding a baby girl in my arms and seeing her eyes open for the first time. Please help me with my decision!
With smiles and love,
